IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 7

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 7

These past weeks have been a bit peaceful for us with mama not interferring in our matrimonial business.I wish things will always remain this way without her sticking her head in our hair.

Having a husband you can share almost everything with is the most beautiful feeling in the world.Yazid and i share almost everything,even birthday our months are neighbours with mine being march and his April.We usually celebrate his birthday in a low key because he isnt much of a birthday person.

"so what are we doing for your birthday this year".....i asked him with a smile....."about that,i have a great idea"......Yazid said and i became excited......"oh really,lets hear it"....i said jumping off my seat and sitting close to him....."how about we do nothing"....he said pulling my kumatu....."you know thats not possible,how can we do nothing on your birthday"....i said with a frown...."Ok,how about kiyi mun addu'a,thats the best birthday gift you can ever give me"...Yazid said with his kind of devilish look for i have won Rayhana give up....."ai dama kullun sai nayi maka addu'a,wannan is a constant thing"...i said with my no you havent won look....."shiyasa i call you rigimatu,drama queen,boss lady".....Yazid said and before i could reply i heard a knock on the door.

"Amina shigo mana".....i said opening the door for her....."Aa ashe mijin nawa is at home".....she said jokingly to Yazid...."eh wallahi matar babban yaya,i am at home,but now that you are here i am going out,dama boss lady ce ta hana ni fita".....he said and reached for his keys on the centre table......"why are you running,nida i came for kudin cefne,miji ba amo ba labari"....Amina said laughing....."Haba dai,tambayi Abubakar koh jiya i gave suya ya kae miki".....Yazid said smiling and holding the door...."Wallahi ya kawo mun.thanks alot,but where are you going?isnt today your birthday?You should stay home and celebrate with us".....Amina added...."how did you remember my birthday"....Yazid said curiously....."how can i forget your birthday,how can i forget that my husband is only two weeks older than you?".....Amina teased....."Yea you are right.Ni dai i am off celebrate  on my behave"......Yazid said and dashed off

"Jiya fita kukai ne".....i asked Amina...."Eh,we went to my parents' house wallahi...."ayyah,so how is the house?"....i asked...."Lafiya wallahi,atleast now that my mother in law has gone to her sister's daughter's house tayi mata wankan jego i have peace of mind".....Amina said....."gaskiya kam,amma still i think Abubakar's mother is stil better off than Yazid's".....i said......"kedae bari,you only know yours,both of them are birds of the same feather,no wonder they never had a day of peace when our hisbands' father was alive or atleast so i have heard".....Amina said....."toh,Allah ya kyauta"...i said and Amina and i kept talking for hours.

Yazid came back around magrib to a bowl of dried fish pepper soup and tuwon shinkafa miyar zogale,his favourite...."Yau you want me to die of over feeding koh".....Yazid teased....."Indae sona bai kashe ka ba nothing can"....I joked...."Gaskiya this food is marvelous".....Yazid said goshing it down his throat......"If you hadnt married me da kayi miss wallahi".....i responded with a laugh....."Ta Yazid bada kanki a sare"....he joked still eating fast...."inje gida ince kana santi"....i said and laughed out loud and Yazid threw a throw pillow at me laughing hard

"Thank you for today,gaskiya i am a lucky man,every man who comes back home to a well cooked meal should feel blessed"...Yazid said...."koh"...i said and stood up to get something from the room...."This is for you,happy birthday sweetheart"....i said handing him a small wrapped gift and watched him open it....."woow,this is nice,i have always wanted this but never found time to get it,thanks alot".....Yazid said looking at the apple smart watch i bought for him...."You like it"....i asked...."I love it,hope you didnt spend much on this"....Yazid asked with pitiful eyes...."Buying the world for you wouldnt be too much"....i said trying to the ignor the question and the fact that i got it N156,000......."You are the best wallahi,i pray we will always be happy,loving and kind towards eachother"....Yazid said and planted a peck of my fore-head..

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 6

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 6

I sat up till about 3am,poundering over what had happened the previous night.What have i done wrong to this woman to make her destroy everything i hold so dear..

I cant seem to get thoughts of the event off my mind...."wannan is a waste of money,is it because your father left so much for you and your brother?"....i remember mama saying vividly....."haka kaga Abubakar nayi?..He is not using his share of the inheritance for stupid things,he is not buying things he doesnt need"....mama continued...."haba mama,naga ai Rayhana kamar 'ya take to you,what is  my offence in buying a car for her?..she is my wife fah not a stranger.She deserves this and so much more"....Yazid said calmly trying not to be too harsh to his mother....."eh lallai......toh ban amince bah.You have your own personal car and we have drivers in this house,must she have her own car?Cant you take her wherever she wants to go in ma she doesnt want the drivers to take her"....mama bloated....."mama dan Allah just this once let it go.Let the car be,dan Allah".....Yazid said pleading with mama...."i will not.I will not let the car be,2.6million naira,if you had put that money into more investments do you know how much profit it woll bring?This is the same reason why i said i ll control the money and the business till you turn 30 years old,but i thought being married will make you have common sense,ashe its the opposite"......mama said raising her voice so loud....."mama dan Allah kiyi hakuri,na riga na bata motar,it ll hurt her in na karbe yanzu,please mama"....Yazid said pleading so hard with mama....."ok you would rather hurt me kenan?I dont want to see that car,na baka 24hours,ita yar gold ce,cant you drive her,must she be seen driving?I have said what i have to say".....mama said and stormed out.

Yazid looked at me with so much pity as i walked into the bedroom...."Rayhana,dan Allah kiyi hakuri"....Yazid said kneeling before me in front of the bed and holding my two hands with his two palms....."she's your mum,if she thinks buying a car for me is wrong ,then may be she is right".....i said trying to conceal the truth of how i am really feeling inside......

I didnt say a word more and Yazid too.He changed into a jallabiyar and went straight to bed,and i could tell,ran shi a bace yake....

I woke up at 3am and couldnt go back to bed.I feel so lucky having a husband who loves me so much,where did i go wrong for my mother in law to hate me so much?why is she treating me like this?....I am maintaining my calm because of Yazid and only him.

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 5

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 5

I got outside and i got the biggest shock of my life.Amina ta kashe ni because honestly my heart skipped a bit.If i were those kind of people who have high blood pressure,yau da sai kwanan barzahu.

Immediately Amina and i got out,i saw Yazid standing close to a brand new KIA PICANTO,the lastest as at now.Yazid has always known Picanto is my favourite ride...I couldnt contain my excitement as i ran down the foot stairs to jump into his arms...."Thank you sweetie"....i said closing my mouth because i honestly dont know if thank you are the right words for me to say...."Are you kidding me?I should be the one saying thank you,for everything,for always being there for me,for being the best wife any man could dream of,for being  only 22 years old and still wise beyond your age,for being a caring,amazing,fantastic and super wife,for cooking me great meals,even though sometimes you are a rigimatu,a drama queen and a boss lady,never the less,you are the best".....Yazid said and planted a peck on my fore-head.....

"You are welcome honey,but why didnt you wait till you got much better before doing this,this deserves a celebration and you are not strong enough yet"......i said with a super caring voice...."you see!This is one of the reasons why i so so love you,because you are always thoughtful.No amount of illness will make me forget your birthday".....Yazid said holding my cheeks with his both hands...."omg,hakane fah,today is my birthday,how could i have forgotten my own birthday".....i said super surprised and super excited...."you forgot about yourself because you were too busy taking care of me,you are just are the best".....Yazid said and dragged me into the house.

As we walked into the uhouse,i turned back to look at my dream car,and i just noticed what was written on the plate number..."HBD WIFEY".....I threw a smile to Amina and Abubakar who were standing close to each other laughing as we made our way up the foot path.

"Get ready love zamu fita"....Yazid said smiling...."where are we going to"......i said with laughter in my voice..."Its a surprise".....Yazid said back...."dan Allah tell me,i think i have had enough surprises for one day".....i said laughing so hard....."No you have not.Its your birthday and you deserve nothing less".....Yazid said and pulled me off the chair into the room to get ready for our outing.

Yazid and i were out all evening.First to the cinema for my favourite movie,Titanic,then we went make-up shopping and to the boutique for more Abayas because Yazid cant seem to stop talking of how great i look in Abayas,and then to Chinese Resturant where we had a marvellous meal."Who says marrying the love of your life can go wrong?"....i thought on our ride home.

We got home at about 10pm and were surprised to find mama in our apartment waiting in the sitting room...."aa mama,ashe kina nan"......Yazid said....."eh i am here i have been waiting for you".....mama said without even looking at me...."eh wallahi ,we went out yau birthday din Rayhana so we went to celebrate"....Yazid said....."ehn ehn,ok...baki mukayi ne".....mama asked looking curious....."aa mama me kika gani?".....Yazid asked...."Na ga anyi packing wata dankarreriya mota in the drive way"....mama said confused...."oh,dama i was coming to tell you about it.The car is Rayhana's"......Yazid said with a wry smile....."Rayhana's????i never knew she has the kind of money that can buy this kind of car".....mama said throwing me a bad look...."hahah,mama kenan,she didnt buy it ae.i bought it for her".....Yazid said laughing sincerely and whole heartedly....."You bought it for her?".....mama asked looking so angry...."You bought a car worth 2.6 million naira for her?for your wife?for Rayhana".....mama said looking like zata rufe ni da duka.

I just stood and watched as my mouth got dried up,all the fun i had today is being erased from my memory and the only thing i can think of now is the torment i am going through.

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 3

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 3

I waited up till 11pm before Yazid came back from the airport.I couldnt eat or do anything.After i finished preparing mama's requested dish,all i could do was to stare at the window,waiting to see his car lights.

"sallamualaikum".....Yazid said and dropped dead tired into a chair....."waalaikasallam,sannu da zuwa love"....i said sitting close to him...."Yauwa wallahi i'm exhausted,where is my food wallahi i am so hungry"....Yazid said looking slightly at me.

It hurts me so much to see him this tired and this hungry,but what choice do we have,she is his mother and  a part of me knows she does some of these things to piss me off..After Yazid finished his food we went straight off to bed because he really did look exhausted.

"Rayhana".....Yazid said slowly with a faint voice....."Naam good morning love"....i replied with my eyes still closed....."I think i am sick"....he said and  i opened my eyes immediately.I saw Yazid lying down in a pool of his own vomit near the toilet  holding the side of his stomache....."Innalillah,whats wrong,why didnt you wake me ealier"....i said already with tears in my eyes...."i think i'm having an ulcer attack"....Yazid said and vomit followed his words.

I couldnt move or make a  sound or scream.Yazid is lying on the floor and i have no idea what to do...."Amina"...i shouted and quickly picked up my phone to call Abubakar,Amina's husband,Yazid's half brother.Abubakar came five minutes later and carried Yazid on his shoulder and put him at the back seat of his car and we headed for the hospital.

I have no doubt mama is to blame.If only she had allowed Yazid to eat yesterday then he probably wouldnt be having this.I can harldy keep my eyes dry as i kept pacing up and down the hospital corridor.Mama looked at me with so much disgust and i wish Abubakar hadnt brought her here....."He has lost much fluid but i just administered intravenous fluid and some injections,he's asleep now but he will make a full recovery".....the doctor said to mama and i and left....I was headed towards Yazid's private room when mama stopped me..."Ina zaki"...mama asked...."inside to see if he needs anything"....i said with red eyes....."bakiji what the doctor said bah,he is sleeping.Go home and prepare breakfast ,i havent eaten all morning and shima in ya tashi there be no food"....mama said rudely...."Toh mama amma da wai i should stay with him so he wont wake up and i am not there,Maryam has gone home to cook for us all and...."and what"...mama cut me off....."bazan iya kula dashi bane?or if he wakes up  your are not here he will die?...."....mama said...."just do as you are told"....mama added and i left without saying a word.

I dont know why mama finds fault in everything i do.I understand the insecurities mothers feel when their sons get married,but mama's is too much....Now i know exactly why i wanted dan marigaiya.

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 4

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 4

My father is a well known respectable man,i didnt come from a poor family.My family name rings bell to those that matter with my father having connections here and there.For me to come from a well respected well to do family should definitely tell Yazid's mum that i didnt marry her son for the money they have because nima akwai agidan mu,what else could be the possible reason why she hates me so much.

All my life i have always prayed for a good, loving and sweet mother in law,or better still dan marigaiya,but it seems i got just the opposite of that.I have tried hard to connect with Yazid's mum but its just not working.

Yazid got discharged from the hospital four days after he was admitted.We got back home and he just couldnt stop thanking me for taking good care of him.Truth is sometimes you dont really know those that care until your life is being threatened or when you are in a hospital bed...."i am the luckiest man in this world,you stood by my side when i needed you the most"....Yazid said holding my hands with my head on his shoulder....."its my duty fah,stop thanking me in ba haka ba when next you are sick i wont go to the hospital".....i said jokingly...."you love me too much to do that"....Yazid said throwing his cute cornered eye look...."and you love me too much to divorce me if i happen to make good my threat"....i said and we both laughed in unison..."I am going out,na gaji da zaman gida,been home almost all week"....Yazid said...."what happened to spending the day with me,am i that boring".....I said with a fake frown....."Fine,na fasa fita.i ll stay home all day with you sai kin bani permission din fita".....Yazid said laughing....."you have been home for the past six days gaskiya,bana son ka gaji da gani na,amma please be back by 2pm for lunch,promise?".....i said with a small....."thanks so much qalbi nah,i ll be back by 2 i promise have you forgotten what today is?"....asked with distinctive eyes...."what is today?"....i asked looking confused....."Never mind,later ,i love you"....he said,planted a peck on my forehead and left.

I finished cooking at about 1:45 and waited patiently for Yazid's return...."Ina Yazid yake".....mama said making her way through the door of our part of the huge mansion....."mama ya fita but he should be back soon,yanzu nake shirin bringing your food".....i said to mama with a smile....."ok,thank you amma tell him i need to see him when he gets back"....mama said and for the first she said thank you.May be she has realised i mean well...

Istarted getting really upset when the clock clocked 4pm and Yazid still isnt back.I called him severally but he still didnt pick up,just when i was about to call him for the fourth time Amina came into my parlour looking very worried...."whats wrong" i said looking at her while she was trying to avoid my gaze....."Amina what is wrong,did something happen to Yazid?".....i asked almost at the point of tears because tunanin shi was the first thing that came to my mind tunda i have been calling him and he has not been picking....."Rayhana please calm down and come with me".....she said dragging me by the hand.I couldnt say a word because all i can picture in my head right now is Yazid lying in a pool of blood.

We got outside and i got the biggest shock of my life.Amina has killed me,Amina kin kashe ni is all i could say.

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IN-LAWS - (UWAR MIJINA) Episode 3

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 3

I waited up till 11pm before Yazid came back from the airport.I couldnt eat or do anything.After i finished preparing mama's requested dish,all i could do was to stare at the window,waiting to see his car lights.

"sallamualaikum".....Yazid said and dropped dead tired into a chair....."waalaikasallam,sannu da zuwa love"....i said sitting close to him...."Yauwa wallahi i'm exhausted,where is my food wallahi i am so hungry"....Yazid said looking slightly at me.

It hurts me so much to see him this tired and this hungry,but what choice do we have,she is his mother and  a part of me knows she does some of these things to piss me off..After Yazid finished his food we went straight off to bed because he really did look exhausted.

"Rayhana".....Yazid said slowly with a faint voice....."Naam good morning love"....i replied with my eyes still closed....."I think i am sick"....he said and  i opened my eyes immediately.I saw Yazid lying down in a pool of his own vomit near the toilet  holding the side of his stomache....."Innalillah,whats wrong,why didnt you wake me ealier"....i said already with tears in my eyes...."i think i'm having an ulcer attack"....Yazid said and vomit followed his words.

I couldnt move or make a  sound or scream.Yazid is lying on the floor and i have no idea what to do...."Amina"...i shouted and quickly picked up my phone to call Abubakar,Amina's husband,Yazid's half brother.Abubakar came five minutes later and carried Yazid on his shoulder and put him at the back seat of his car and we headed for the hospital.

I have no doubt mama is to blame.If only she had allowed Yazid to eat yesterday then he probably wouldnt be having this.I can harldy keep my eyes dry as i kept pacing up and down the hospital corridor.Mama looked at me with so much disgust and i wish Abubakar hadnt brought her here....."He has lost much fluid but i just administered intravenous fluid and some injections,he's asleep now but he will make a full recovery".....the doctor said to mama and i and left....I was headed towards Yazid's private room when mama stopped me..."Ina zaki"...mama asked...."inside to see if he needs anything"....i said with red eyes....."bakiji what the doctor said bah,he is sleeping.Go home and prepare breakfast ,i havent eaten all morning and shima in ya tashi there be no food"....mama said rudely...."Toh mama amma da wai i should stay with him so he wont wake up and i am not there,Maryam has gone home to cook for us all and...."and what"...mama cut me off....."bazan iya kula dashi bane?or if he wakes up  your are not here he will die?...."....mama said...."just do as you are told"....mama added and i left without saying a word.

I dont know why mama finds fault in everything i do.I understand the insecurities mothers feel when their sons get married,but mama's is too much....Now i know exactly why i wanted dan marigaiya.

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 2

IN-LAWS (UWAR MIJINA) Episode 2

Somethings in life you tolerate not because you want to,but because you may not have a choice.Some people push you to the wall that you may not have a choice but to retaliate.

That is how life has been for Amina.I try so hard to make her understand that as daughters-in-law,we have no choice but to endure whatever our mothers-in-law do to us....."Rayhana baza ki gane bah,this woman is making my life a living hell".....Amina would always say....I have tried so hard to convince her to be patient but i had no idea the predicament she was going through sai da mahaifiyar Yazid ta fara mun nata salon,i can't help but notice the way she behaves,like my presence makes her uncomfortable.

"Riri i am dying of hunger"...Yazid called out to me from the parlor....."Calling me names that i hate won't make this food cook any faster".....i shouted jokingly from the kitchen....."Naji,please hurry wallahi i am hungry"....Yazid said as he saw me carrying a flask of his favourite dish of semovita and miyar kuka....."I am actually mad at you,kasa nayi girki and you didnt come home for lunch sai almajirai ta bama abincin so it wont spoil and you know as long as you arent here i cant eat alone"....i said with a fake frown....."Sweetheart wallahi mama's errand took longer than i thought,i had to go to the airport to clear her cargo".....Yazid said looking at me with his sorry eyes....."okk naji,lemme serve the food before ulcer ya kashe mun kai"....i said and we both laughed in unison....."Yazid me kake yi"....mama said out of nowhere just as i was about to open the flask......"bakomai mama,about to eat"....Yazid replied....."There's this woman i want to give money to ta bama Hajiya Rabi in taje Dubai ,she's at the airport now and her flight is in an hour,and i really need her to give Hajiya Rabi this money and this gold for exchange with new ones".....Mama said looking tensed....."Toh mama let me rush my food and leave at once".....Yazid replied....."Haba Yazid,it will take you atleast 20mimutes to eat,and about 40minutes to get to the airport and they will be boarding the plane in about 45minutes,there's no time,abincin ba guduwa zaiyi ba"....Mama said and all i could think about was punching her in the face...."toh mama i ll leave at once"....poor Yazid said and got up.

I quickly dashed into the room to get him his car keys and i decided to get my mayafi too and go with him...."Where are you going"....mama asked immediately she saw me immerging from the room with my mayafi....."mama dah i thought wai tunda dare yayi indan raka shi so that......."So that me????....mama cuts in.so that ki tsaya ki na make mishi murya yana slow driving har kuje ku tarar sun tashi?Stay at home,besides ni i wont eat wannan dan iskan semo din,tun ina daki nake ji warin kuka da daddawa na duka na".....mama continued....."Yazid get going".....she snapped at him and turned to me "and you make wheat and Okra soup for me and squeeze me some oranges".....mama said and headed back to her side of the building.Yazid looked at me with painful eyes and left.

Is this how my life will continue?Yazid is only 27 years old and i only 20years.Is this how our lives will continue,i have no choice but to accept my ordeal and respect her,even if not for anything ,then for the fact that i love Yazid,and so much at that.

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MY WEDDING,MY TRAGEDY Episode 2

MY WEDDING,MY TRAGEDY-(RANAR AURE NA) Episode 2

Today is the happiest day of my life.No one can ever understand how i feel.The thought of spending every single day of my life, waking up next to the one person i love most in my life,making him his favourite dish of dried catfish peppersoup and hot tea.Aisar hates cous-cous but his love for dried catfish will  make him lick even the plates.For him i learnt so many tea recipes.There's thisamazing look on his face whenever he sips from a cup of tea.His love for tea is undying.

He is the kind of husband any girl would dream of.Unlike most Hausa-fulani guys,he is sweet and romantic.We joke all the time about how in yayi mun lefi i wont cook for him and his reply remains "It isnt just your  duty to cook for me ,it is your duty to look after me just as it is mine to look after you,if you don't cook for me i ll cook for you or better still take you out"....those were always his words..I love everything he loves and he loves everything i love,the only one thing i hate that he loves is Garlic....Ewwwe,yeah i hate garlic,but for him i'm more than ready to love it and for me he was prepared to quit it...

He found so much joy in spending thousands of naira in his favourite India and chinese resturants,and this i have always cautioned him of...."rather than buying a plate for about 8,000 ba gara ka siya small bag of rice ba kayi kyauta ka samu lada"....i always say to him..."tohm naji rigimatu,just once in a while isnt so bad now is it?"....he would always reply.

We agreed on making saturday nights movie nights....He loves going to the movies and i love movies too,one more thing we sure have in common.We sit and talk about old movies like Mr bones,the gods must be crazy,home alone ,titanic,coming to America and the likes of them for hours....I feel nothing but blessed to have him and the thought of him becoming my husband in just a few days sent chills down my spine.

He always talks about Maldives with so much vigour.Our honeymoon is going to be on his favourite of all the islands in the world.I surfed the internet to view images of this one place he cant seem to stop talking about,and i was woowed by what i saw,which makes it my favourite place too,sunbathing with him in the sun,eating sea food and running up and down the beach is all i seem to see in my head.

Aisar is a guy of but few words,he hates crowd same way i do and his love for colour blue is just so alarming.You know that feeling when you love everything the person you love loves and hate everything they hate and how they can never seem to go wrong,with Aisar this is exactly how it has been.To me he is perfect and for him i am perfect.

The three days left till our wedding look like they will take forever to come.I just cant wait,cant wait to be with My Aisar and him with His rigimatu,His Isha.

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MY WEDDING ,MY TRAGEDY Episode 1

MY WEDDING,MY TRAGEDY-(RANAR AURE NA)  Episode 1

Everyone in school knew Aisar and i together.Being in different departments didnt stop us from creating time for eachother.Three times in a row,we won the best couple on campus.Whenever you talk of the best couple in school ,Aisha and Aisar is on the lips of everyone.Clearly our relationship wasnt hidden to anyone,not even the newest students in school.

Aisar has an oval face and soft dark hair.His face is slightly hairy with a pin point nose,typical definition of a fulani guy.He was two years ahead of me in the university with him studying Pharmacy and i Microbiology.We had always made sure our relationship never got in the way of our studies.He was particularly more studious than i was because like every girl i love reading novels and applying make up,lots of make up.While in school we always talked about the future and how we know we cant live without one another.Those words werent mere bluffs like most young lovers who feel they cant breathe when one is far from the other.Ours was true ,rare and real.

The most interesting part of every relationship is when the parents from the two sides give their one hundred percent blessings and approval and that we got from our parents.

After Aisar graduated from school,he made it a weekly routine to come all the way from Katsina just to see me and made sure i wasnt getting into novel trouble,abandoning my books.He quizez me each time i had a test around the corner and things got so much easier when he was posted to Kano for service,which made it easier for us both.

We continued our relationship,growing closer and stronger with each passing day and before we knew it,he was done with Service and working and i was writing my final Exams in school.

Our wedding was fixed and the news of our wedding date remains the most interesting news i have ever heard.Aisar is all that i have ever wanted..Near or far we made it a tradition to whisper "i love you " to eachother right before we close our eyes.....It is indeed a very small tradition of ours...."i love you my Isha"....Aisar will always say...."I love you more my Aisar"....i would reply and we will argue for hours on who loves who more before we later agree on a 50/50.

Most people say real love starts after Marriage,with my wedding being just a week away,i cant wait to see how true that saying really is,with Aisar ,marriage or no marriage our love is real,and marriage will only prove that even further.

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IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 1

IN-LAWS -(UWAR MIJINA) Episode 1

Amina and I have been friends right from our secondary school days.Duk wanda yasan Amina ya san Rayhana .We shared a lot in common and had our friendship has grown from strenght to strength.Right from when i was a child,i have always had this thing for being choosy.I am choosy at everything ,even at the type of husband i want.I have always wanted a husband who i can control and bend to my will because namiji ba dan goyo bane,in baka juya shi ba,shi ya juya ka.I have always had luck dating tall,fair,handome guys like i have always wanted but to add a touch to that perfection,i have always wanted dan marigaiya.I have zero tolerance for people who try to control me and that is why i have always prayed for a husband i can control,a husband whose mother ta kwana biyu a kasa.

Kana naka,Allah na nashi,i got exactly that kind of guy for a husband but his mother is very much Alive and very much healthy.Amina and I married half brothers.Amina's mother in law disliked her even before ta shigo gidan .Her husband Yaseer and mine Yazid have one thing in common,which is they love their mothers so badly.

Yazid is as loving as any husband should be but his mother is nothing to write home  about  and i have been married for just two weeks and already ta fara mun wani gani gani and God knows ita zata kawo mun cikas because honestly no mother will give birth to a child and watch that child be controlled by another woman in the name of wife.

"Rayhana muje mu gaishe da mama ,its almost 10am and since we live in the same house ,we should atleast make it a tradition to greet her as early as possible everymorning".....Yazid said with his usual soft voice...."You are right.Allah ya bamu ikon iyawa"....i replied because honestly ni zaa shiga rayuwa ta,but its been two weeks since our wedding and mama came back from Umara yesterday,thank God she gave us space munci amarcin mu....."Mama inakwana".....Yazid said squatting to greet mama who was a zaune a hankince on the bed....."Lafiya qalau,kun tashi lafiya".....She asked.....'"mama ina kwana"....i said in a soft voice....."Lafiya qalau,baki da lafiya ne".....Mama said and asked....."Aa mama lafiya ta qalau"......i replied with a smile and with the thought that maybe she isnt so bad,may be she cares,may be ba duka mother in laws suka taru suka zama daya bah....."Oh okk,naji kina magana ne a shash shashqe,i thought you are sick"....mama i added and it landed as a blow to me,all i could do was smile...."Mama lets leave you to rest koh,dama we came to greet you ne"....Yazid said and we turned to leave her room....."Anjuma kazo,i have an errand for you to run for me"......mama said sounding like someone who was flogged.....

I couldnt help but wonder what she meant by ina magana a shash shaqe.I love Yazid and he is the only reason why i will put up with her.Yazid promised to take me to the movies anjuma and his old woman was already talking about him running errand for her anjuma,i cant help but wonder if my hell has also began.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 16

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 16
              Final Episode

My mind was clouded with so much emotion ,my eyes couldnt keep dry.All i can think about is the expression on mama's face when Abdul's father found out my mum gave birth to me after my father and mother separated.

Mama grew up in Adamawa but later moved to Taraba with her Aunty whom she was fond of.Mama completed her studies and got a diploma in Taraba.She met my father shortly after her diploma and her intention of going further for a degree died when she fell in love with my father and they got married.Five months after my parents' wedding,my father left my mother as i heard and mama had to leave Taraba because of the stigma and too much surutu that daga aure har ta zama bazawara.Mama left Taraba and moved to Dutse because her best friend with whom she grew up with in Adamawa Hajiya Ma'u lives there.Nobody in Dutse knew my mother and she was young then ,25 and pregnant,so everyone assumed abun kunya tayi a garinsu ta gudo Dutse.

I couldnt help but notice the expression on Abdul's face.He was as happy as he was shocked.Jidda was shaken with rage.I couldnt  bring myself to look at my so called father.I just couldnt.
        
My so called father was shocked as the news broke.He could hadly control his tears and kept on saying "i regret what i did to Habiba,i wish i could change things but whatever i do at this moment ,it wont change the fact that na cuce ta.Na cuci Habiba,na cuci Khadija.she grew up in poverty,she grew up without a father and worse of all,she grew up being taken for a bastard child".....My so called father kept lamenting.

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TWO DAYS LATER

"Hajiya dan Allah i want to go back to Adamawa to my mother".....i said to Abdul's mum....."Khadija,please call me umma,i am like a mother to you"....umma said...."And why do you want to go back to Adamawa?arent you happy here?".....Umma said sounding concerned...."i am umma,i really am,but i miss my mother and i want to be with her now that she needs me the most.i need to be there for her now that she is going through alot.".....I said with my gaze to the ground...."Umma she is right,if i were in her shoes i would want to be with you.Khadija is like a sister to me and i feel her pain,and i wish i can change what happened and what i did to you,but i cant.I can only wish that you forgive me and uncle Ibrahim and allow us to help you feel free with us,we are your family.".....Jidda said holding my hand....."umma what is uncle Ibrahim doing,shouldnt he be in Adamawa trying to bring Khadija's mum here?"....Ruqayya asked looking at her mum....."Wallahi he tried,he went to Adamawa same day we told him of Khadija,but Habiba wont even listen to him and banga lefinta ba.Ya cuce ta.17years.For 17years she was left to cater for Khadija all on her own.Your father has gone back with him this morning and hopefully things will turn out right"....umma said.

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Abdul has not been so much himself since all this started happening.He is always with me and treats me like a queen always asking me if i am ok,although its sweet of him but it makes me feel like i am fragile,and i am not..

Hours later ,Abdul's father came back with my father and mother and i am happy my family has been re-united.Abdul was the happiest of them all.I never knew Jidda could be this sweet.

TWO MONTHS LATER.
Its been two months since my family has been reunited.My love for Abdul grew more and more as he was always eager to please my mother.I got admitted into Nile University and will be starting the next session..

Yaya Abdul and i continued our relationship and our parents approved.Yaya Abdul and i decided we will get married a day or two after my graduation from the university.My life is not a bed of roses,but i am 100% sure with yaya Abdul i ll have a happy ending.

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EVER WONDERED WHY THINGS ARE WONDERFUL AT THE BEGINNING OF EVERY RELATIONSHIP?

Some Things you should never disclose in a relationship – This sounds totally weird right? What happened to being honest with each other and laying yourself bare for your partner to see your imperfection? What happened to sharing pasts and laying your cards on the table? Almost everyone knows what it takes to be in a relationship. It is understandable for couples to be all over each other at the beginning and be willing to let their partners know every aspect of their lives.
However, there are some dark details, shady revelations that could make the relationship crumble and take away the chances of most relationships working. Some things are inappropriate; sharing them with your partner could pull you apart rather than drawing you closer. Holding back certain information from one’s partner doesn’t make one bad in this kind of situation. Everyone has secrets they aren’t willing to let out. Moreover, if these things happened before meeting one’s partner, it would be better to keep them in the past. And in some cases where these things are discussed, the entire truth is hardly said.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 15

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 15

Abdul's parents left for Adamawa filled with wishes and hope that they find what they  went looking for and as God will have It they found more than what they were looking for."Umma ya naga you stayed for a day more.we Expected you to return jiya ,we were and all worried, your phones were off"....Abdul said breathlessly due to the race he had running down the stairs when he heard his parents were back....."Wallahi we had to spend the night because we got caught up in something and before we could finish it was late and we couldnt get to the airport on time to catch the evening flight and we didnt take our charges along so we couldnt charge".....before Abdul could open his mouth to say what he intended to say jidda screamed..."What the hell is she doing here,ke baki da zuciya,why in the name of stupidity are you here"....jidda said...Abdul didnt turn and was confused on who or what Jidda was talking about......"Jidda what is wrong with you?"....Abdul said staring at Jidda....."Nothing is wrong with me,but i seriously think something is really wrong with this idiot,why is she here".....Jidda said pointing to the door and Abdul turned back to see who Jidda is talking about....."Jidda meyasa ba kiji?How many times do i have to tell you to stop using such words?Nida Abban ki mun dawo ba sannu da zuwa ba komai kin sakko kina zagezage."....Umma Said.

Abdul had no idea who they were talking about and turned to look at the door.Abdul got the biggest shock of his life when he saw Khadija standing at the door,for a minute he thought he was seeing a ghost or may be an element of his imagination......"Khadija shigo,come my dear come on in"....umma said and my head became like a cloud,no thoughts,sai confusion....."Umma what is going on"....Ruqayya asked looking confused..."Its a long story,but first Abdul go and pick your uncle and Laura and bring them here,tell them its urgent"....Abba said.

Abdul left the house confused and couldnt wrap his head around what was going on.His uncle's house is just 5minutes drive from their house and Abdul got back in no time.

"Yaya meke faruwa,Abdul came to pick Laura and I up and didnt say what a word,what is going on".....Uncle said looking worried and confused......"Ibrahim,nida Hajiya went to Adamawa yesterday without your knowledge"....Abba said with a long face....."Adamawa kuma yaya,what for?".....Uncle asked looking rather confused......"We heard about wani bawan Allah Mallam Sani,Allah yana bashi nasara wurin curing incurable diseases ,so we went to him with your  case".......Abba said to Uncle....."Yaya nagode,but i gave up on ever becoming a father to anyone.Yaya i never told you this but na dade ina yawon mallamai with no success at all,har nayi giving up".....Uncle said with a sad face......"Yaya an dace ne?".....uncle's wife Laura asked......"Toh i wont say baa dace bah,but we uncovered a misery non of us knew existed".....Abba said.......

"yaya me kenan?".....Uncle asked......"Ibrahim,in baka manta bah,when you were a corper,you were posted to Taraba state,a town called mambilla,koh ba haka bah"....Abba said and uncle Ibrahim nodded agreeing with Abba......"in baka manta ba while you were there you met a young Lady there and you told me zaka aure ta and together with our uncles muka je muka neman auren ta and soon you got married"....Abba said....."Yaya i remember all that but what has that got to do with zuwan ku Adamawa".....uncle Asked.Everyone sitting in the parlor is looking confused.Abdul couldnt stop staring at me,Jidda wore a straight face and Ruqayya was looking at her father's face.....

"Ibrahim what happened to Habiba?After your youth service you came back alone instead of with Habiba"....Abba said...."yes,hakane yaya.I came back alone,i intended to go back to Taraba na dauko Habiba but then i met Laura again.Laura was my girlfriend then for five years yaya.And when we got back together after i came back to Abuja i decided to marry her and yaya kasan bani da raayin mata biyu and i loved Laura more so i decided its better in sawake wah Habiba and i sent her a divorce letter through wani dan garinsu who i met here in Abuja".....Uncle said......"Islamically Habiba bata saku bah".....Abba said looking angry now...."Yaya how,i dont understand"....Uncle said...."yes bata saku ba because Habiba never got your divorce letter".....Abba said looking so angry now....."How could you do that,how could you divorce a woman who was devoted to you,and kuma sakin ma through a letter which you sent through someone".....Abba said shouting at the top of his voice,sounding very angry...."Yaya i never knew she never got my letter,and i admit it was wrong of me but i couldnt face Habiba ince mata na sake ta,i just couldnt".....Uncle said......

"i dont understand why we are discussing this in front of a stranger,this stupid girl at that"....Jidda said pissed off at me...."Jidda shut your mouth before ranki ya bacci"...Abba said almost with fire in his eyes......."Ibrahim ka bani kunya"....Abba added with so much anger in his voice...."Yaya i'm sorry but why are we bringing this up now,lets leave it in the past".....Uncle pleaded with Abba....."I cant leave it in the past because Ka cuci Habiba,ka cuci yar da ta haifa"....Abba said with so much spite for his little brother....."The daughter she gave birth to?"....Uncle said sounding extremely surprised....."You never knew Habiba was pregnant?"....Umma asked sounding confused...."Habiba was pregnant????"....Uncle said looking surprised and confused...."Innalillahi,yaya how did you know?Where can i find Habiba now?Yaya wallahi i regret everything dan Allah answer me,i have been looking for a child all along ,i never knew i abandoned one "....Uncle said shedding tears of Regrets.....

"Habiba is so mad at you because ka cuce ta,ka cuci yar data haifa,Habiba doesnt want to see you or hear of you,but thanks to her father Mallam Sani,we were able to convince her to let us come back with your daughter Khadija".....Abba said and everyone looked at me.I  just sat on the floor crying uncontrollably.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 14

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 14

Abdul woke up as early as possible to prepare for his meeting with the board of governors at his father's company when Hajiya came into his room...."Umma ina kwana"....Abdul said squating down to greet his mum....."Lafiya Abdul,the meeting has been postponed,Your father said i should let you know"....umma said....."Umma but why"......Abdul asked looking confused...."Laura just called ,your uncle has a fever and wont make it to the meeting,and kuma kaga the meeting cant hold without your father or Ibrahim,your are not capable enough yet to handle the company affairs on your own,tunda kaga your father wont be around either".....Umma said....."Gaskiya ,shikenan in muka dawo daga Adamawa we ll fix another date for the meeting"....Abdul said thoughtfully....."Yes,and about that, cancel your ticket,your father and i can handle Adamawa,tunda your uncle isnt feeling well you should stay behind and handle the company's work and incase your uncle needs you"....Hajiya said....."tohm Umma,get ready sai in kaiku airport"....Abdul said and watched his mother leave the room and Jidda coming in......."Jidda ya akae?"...Abdul said as soon as Jidda entered....."yaya how is the search coming,any fruitful result yet?".....Jidda said with wide eyes...."What search are you referring to?".....Abdul asked looking at Jidda with questionable eyes....."the search for mata mana".....Jidda said with a smile...."Allah ya bani sister who doesnt mind her business".....Abdul said jokingly and with a smile....."Hahaha,you know you love that quality of mine,anyways i have fine friends and you know it"....Jidda said....."Hahaha,naji.i know all your friends and non of them is my type"....Abdul said with a gesture....."hmmm yaya Abdul karkayi kwantai fah garin ruwan ido"....Jidda said....."ni din,kar ki damu i wont.i ll know my type when i see her".....Abdul said laughing...."ok oh,naji im off to school nidai"....Jidda said and left the room......

"Khadija,Khadija is my type and will always be.".....Abdul said to himself with a sad tone.

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ADAMAWA
Locating Mallam sani's house wasnt hard for Abdul's parents.Mallam sani is well known a unguwar so it was as easy as breathing locating his house.

When they arrived at the house they were welcomed to wait in his waiting room where visitors are usually asked to wait,but it didnt take Mallam Sani so long to come out of his chambers because he was told it was Honourable Ya'u and people ,especially those in northern part of the country respect him because of his wealth,kindness and down to earth nature....."Sallamu alaikum"....Mallam Sani said upon entering the room....."Waalaika sallam"....Abdul's parents replied...."Mallam barka da asuba"....Abdul's father said...."Yauwa barka mu dai,ya hanya?".....Mallam asked..."alhamdulillah mallam ya fama da jamaa"....Abdul's father said while Hajiya was quiet all the time with her eyes fixed to the carpet....."Jamaa Alhamdulillah"....Mallam replied...."Honourable meke tafe daku"....Mallam asked...."Toh mallam i have a brother  who has not been able to father a child and its been 16 years since he got married to his wife,they have tried na asibiti amma no success,shine muka zo mallam koh zaa iya taimaka mana cikin ikon Allah"....Abdul's father said...."Masha Allah.Allah mai iko,wato Honourable things like this happen,we see things like this everyday,amma da yarda Allah zai samu waraka,zaayi rubutu and kuma zaa sauka da saura su,kuma ku dage da rokon Allah,in shaa Allah everything will be alright".....Mallam said...."Alhamdullullah"....Abdul's parents said...."Allah yasa a dace".....Mallam replied...."toh yanzu mallam what do we do?"......Abdul's father asked......"yanzu zaayi rubutu you will go with it,zamu sa ayi sauka and istikhara ,then sai mu jira ikon Allah".....Mallam said...."toh Mallam thank you so so much".....Abdul's father said and pushed forward wrappers of money."ga wannan Mallam an bawa Almajirai"....."Madallah,Allah ya karba.Let me go in in sa ayi rubutu,i have other people to attend to,zan turo da rubutun but you have to come back in three days so that kuji sakamakon istikhar da zaayi".....Mallam said and bid them farewell and left...."Madallah mallam,Allah ya saka da alkhairi.".....Abdul's parents said.

Abdul's parents sat in the car outside Mallam Sani's house and waited for the rubutu.While they waited they talked about Mallam sani and praised him and talked about how he is just interested in helping people and not the money....Abdul's father got a little distracted when he saw a familiar face...."I dont know why amma that woman approaching her face looks so familiar"....Abdul's dad said......"Hmmm hmm"....Hajiya replied with a jealous expression...."hahah Hajiya kenan,wallahi kamar tayi yawa ne".....Alhaji replied...."hahaha Alhaji kenan zaulayar ka kawai nake,may be its the person you know"....Hajiya replied..
Alhaji put on his glasses to have a closer look and was certain it is who he thought it is...."Hajiya fito fito"....he said to Hajiya and she got out of the car...."Habiba"....Alhaji said and the woman turned...."Subhannallah,wa nake gani kamar yaya"....the woman replied and Hajiya just stood there shocked and has no idea what is going on or who the woman is.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 13

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 13

Life has not been easy for my mother and i since i got back from Abuja.The little money i was able to save from my salary has been fast dwindling.We depend on that money for our daily survival and very little is left of it,and mama has still not been able to get a job....."Khadija"....mama said cutting me off my thoughts...."Naam mama"...i replied looking worried after seeing the anguish in mama's eyes...."Khadija i know life has not been easy for us,especially for you,and no one has been able to help us"......mama said....."Hakane mama,amma we dont have a choice,we just have to endure,bamu da yadda zamuyi"......i said looking at mama pitifully......"Munada yadda zamu khadija.i have been thinking alot,but now i know what i must do".....Mama said....."me kenan mama".....i asked......"Khadija i have never told you this,but we are not from Dutse,baki ga bani da kowa a garin nan ba"....Mama said...."I have noticed mama,i never asked because i dont need wasu dangi,you are all i have and you are all i need.".....I said to mama sincerely......"Nasani Khadija,i am not from here,i am from somewhere far from here,i had to leave home and my family due to circumstances,but i think it's high time i returned home,i cant keep watching you suffer.I have done all i can to get a job to be able to give you a better life but its just not working out.I have decided,gobe zamu tafi Mambila da safe"....mama said........."Allah ya kaimu mamana ,kuma Allah yasa hakan ne mafi alkhairi"....I said with a smile and watched as mama sigh with satisfaction.

TWO WEEKS LATER.
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Abdul has been bothered about what his mother told him about uncle Ibrahim,his confusion has been his feelings for Khadija and his desire to help his uncle,but he has no choice but to believe in fate and destiny.

"Yaya kazo inji Umma".....Ruqayya said and left the room.......

"Umma"....Abdul said upon entering his mother....."Abdul"....umma said with a light face...."Naam umma".....Abdul replied....."What will you be doing gobe?"....Umma asked....."Nothing really,i have a meeting with board of governors din company din Abba ,but i should be done with it by 10am,after that i dont have anything more.".....Abdul said......."Masha Allah,i need you to book the 12pm flight to and from Adamawa for me,your father and yourself.".....Umma said......."Adamawa kuma umma".....Abdul replied looking rather confused...."Eh,your father and I have decided we cant seat around and do nothing about case din your uncle Ibrahim"....Umma said....."I still dont understand why we are going to Adamawa".....Abdul said still looking confused....."Abdul we have tried komai na asibiti and nothing is working,your father heard about wani bawan Allah called Mallam Sani.Allah ya bashi iko da dama wurin curing incurable diseases irin na uncle dinku,so we are flying to Adamawa tomorrow"....Hajiya said....."toh umma Allah ya nuna mana.but why isnt Uncle going with us".....Abdul said still looking confused......"Your uncle mustn't know.We dont know for sure if this mallam can help,we dont want to raise your uncle's hopes up yet.We have to talk to Mallamin muji if he can help"....Umma said....."Your are right Umma,Allah ya kaemu goben."....Abdul said and left to his room to prepare for the trip.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 12

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 12

Abdul has restricted himself to his room all day and all night,not speaking to anyone except when necessary,Hajiya has been getting more and more concerned by the day,and decided its high time she spoke to her son,she has no idea what exactly to say or do,but she knows she has to do something......"Abdul".....Hajiya said pushing the door slightly and entering Abdul's room....."Naam Umma"....he replied sitting up on his bed..."Abdul komai na duniya me wuce wa ne,i only want what is best for you.You always have to believe that what is meant to be will always be.If you two are destined for eachother,then nothing i do will stop it,and if you both are not destined for eachother then nothing you or your father do will ever make things work"....Hajiya said sitting beside her son....."Hakane Umma,i have been thinking about it myself,i have been praying about it and i guess the best i can do is hope things work out for the best".....Abdul said sincerely......"Yauwa Abdul,Allah yayi albarka".....Hajiya said....."Ameen ameen".....Abdul replied with a smile,the first in weeks........"I have bad news".....Umma said....."Meya faru umma"....Abdul asked terrified......"Uncle dinku ya dawo daga India".....Hajiya said with a sad face...."Umma in uncle Umar ya dawo ai ba bad news bane koh".....Abdul said....."Yes,amma abunda yaje nema be samu bah".....Hajiya said....."Umma i know Uncle Ibrahim went to India but i never understood why and i never asked".....Abdul said....."Abdul your uncle and his wife have been married for 16years now and har yau Allah bai basu haihuwa bah,so your father and i adviced that they for medical  check up,they went to Egypt with no success and last week suka tafi india,and still no success".....Umma said sadly....."Allah sarki,toh what seems to be the problem umma?".....Abdul asked....."The problem is that your uncle has fertility problems,he cant get any woman pregnant easily and its not every woman that can be impregnanted by him and his wife Laura has not be able to keep the baby in her womb even though they tried a test tube baby,without success".....Umma said....."Allah sarki,wallahi i feel bad for him,i wish there's something i can do for him,anything umma.Uncle Ibrahim is the best uncle any nephew can ever have,Abba is lucky to have such an obedient little brother".....Abdul said.....

"Wallahi,Abdul sometimes you cannot understand because you were very young when those things happened".....Umma said with said eyes...."Did anything happen that i should know of?".....Abdul asked with his eyes fixed on his mother's face......"Abdul,everything your father is and everything your father has,he owes it to Ibrahim."......Umma said looking at Abdul....."How?I know Abba is into politics and has assets everywhere because their father,my grandfather was very rich ya bar musu dukiya".....Abdul said looking rather confused......"You are right,your grandfather was rich,very very and when he died his wealth was shared among his two sons,your father and Ibrahim,you father was into business then and used all his assets and money into buyig a ship,because the shipping business fetches so much,your father's ship met an accident and sank,and your father had nothing.All his wealth was gone,every penny".....Umma said almost at the point of tears...."How come i never knew this ".....Abdul said so scared and disturbed....."You were only only 11 years.Ibrahim out of love and kindness for his big brother brought his own portion of the inheritance and set up a joint business for himself and your father and together they have grown and succeded graciously.Ibrahim was there for us when we had nothing.We owe him everything".....Umma said with a flicker of smile....."Umma,uncle cant have a child of his own,but i promise him a child"....Abdul said with so much seriousness....."but how?"......Umma wondered......."Umma in Allah ya yadda i ll get married as soon as i can,and i promise i ll give Uncle my first child to raise as his own".....Abdul said...."Thats really kind of you,but your uncle is not getting any younger".....Umma said....."Yes,and that is why i ll get married a cikin this year in shaa Allah".....Abdul said....."You dont even have a girl friend and this is August,this year is almost over,just 4months left".....Umma said....."I know,but for Uncle i ll do anything".....Abdul said..."I wouldnt have been more proud,Allah ya zaba maka mace ta gari".....Umma said and left the room.

"i know its hard,it is the hardest thing i have to do,but i have to forget Khadija and move on with my life.Uncle is more important to me than any thing i may feel for her.I dont have a choice anymore,.....Just not anymore".....Abdul said to himself.

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WORDS THAT DESTROY RELATIONSHIP

Even the best relationships in the world today, sometimes experience no communication day or week.When emotions are running high, hurtful words can be said whichin ,any cases, one might be unable to come back from, as the saying goes; “When emotion goes up… intelligence goes down.”Most people are yet to realize that words, are the most powerful weapon known to man. When your partner uses hurtful words, it not only causes some sort of sadness, but immediately makes you feel like you are under anattack, you are being judged which in tun drives you into a defensive route.A relationship can easilygo down the slope with the constant use of these words, want to know the words, read on.

                            MUST
This immediately makesthe speaker sound like he is god over his or her partner. The word must, makes you seem like you are in complete control and only what you say must be followed or adhered to. A continual use of this word, will turn your partner off, as they would think they are stupid and their opinionsor abilities in situations are just downright dumb. For a much betterway of communicating your feelings use sentences such as; “Could you please….

                         EXPECT

Like I earlier said, words can break someone down especially when been accused of something. The word expect in a sentence to your partner sends an accusatory message which in turn puts that person in a defensive mode. Saying things like;‘I expected you too…” only makes the person been spoken to feel like a reject or a failure and arelationship here such word is used, will eventually break down sooner or later.

                        
                          ASSUME
This is another insulting word, to spit during an argument. When you make sentences like ‘I assumed you …” it simply means you feel the person is dumb to have done a certain thing, and calling another person dumb will only put a strain in that relationship. Yes, you have a blueprint as to how your partner should do things, but finding the right words to communicate those expectations will go a long way in solidifying your relationship.

                           SHOULD
Using the word should means you are assertingyour authority in a relationship which is believed to be on equal bases. Saying you should have, simply means you believe you are the king in the relationship and anything you say must be followed. This will only drive your partner away especially one whoknows his or her right and does not favor dominance and submissiveness in a relationship.

                             YOU
This word when spoken in a heated argument comes with an imaginary pointy finger. It can immediately makean already emotional or angered partner, go over the edge with the accusatory word and tone its being spoken with. Love your partner and is in no rush to seeing the end of the relationship, refrain fromusing words such as that. When you say;”You never do……’ it will only create a crack in your perfectly guarded relationship.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCENI) Episode 11

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 11

With mama by my side i have never been sad,not even for a day,not even when  bamu da cin yau ko na gobe,i always find comfort in my mother,but over the passed few days,all i can think about is yaya Abdul.I wonder how he is doing.I wish i didnt treat him the way i did....

"Khadija wai tunani me kike"....Mama said...."bakomai"....i replied with a fake smile....."You have never lied to me,but today you have,and you have a good reason i suppose"....Mama said....."Mama na rasa meke mun dadi ,kawai i just seem sad for no reason"....i lied....."i know you are sad,and you know i know why you are sad".....Mama said with a stare....."Khadija i know not the exact reason why you are sad,but i know it has something to do with Hajiyan Abuja's son ,i dont know what he told you or what his reason was for coming here,but i know his visit has left sadness in you".....Mama said............"gaskiya ne mamana,and i wish i could tell you why and what he came for,but i cant".....i said to mama sincere because i honestly cant tell her how i feel about yaya Abdul......"Khadija do you know what every wise mother does"......Mama asked......"No mama i dont,but i know every wise mother does what you do"....Khadija said with a sad smile.....

"Khadija every wise mother treats her teenager daughter not only as a daughter but as a friend.Khadija duniya ta lallace,if a mother doesnt treat her daughter as a friend,the daughter will never be able to confide in the mother,rather,she will confide in friends who might give her wrong advice and mislead her".....Mama said....."Hakane mama,but you know i dont have any friends,all the people a unguwan nan treat me different and i dont know why".....Khadija said....."Dama people are like that,amma once kikai aure kika bar unguwar bashi kenan bah".....Mama said beating about the bush,a sign that i said something she's trying to cover up....."Mama Abdul came here da maganar aure and  ni told him gaskiya we are from different sides of the world.He's from the rich side and i  from the poor side,kuma yan gidan su basu sona".....I said to mama with tears in my eyes...."Khadija in mijin kine,komai yan uwan shi sukae they wont be able to stop it,and money is not a factor in marriage,love,respect and understanding are the factors that build a strong bond between two people in a scared matrimony for all eternity"...mama said wisely....."toh mama what do you think i should do,i already threw him off when he came here"....i said with wide teary eyes....."Pray Khadija,in mijin ki ne he ll come back to you,but if he is not then Allah zae kawo miki daidai ke,just pray.No one can change his destiny or run away from it.".....Mama said and lifted the buta off the ground and headed for our pit toilet.

I cant help but wonder if yaya Abdul has gotten over me because of the things of i said to him.I wish there's a way for me to see him,or atleast talk to him.I dont have his number or that of any one a gidan.I just have to pray and rely on fate.I pray God brings yaya Abdul back to me,or a way to forget him if things can work out between us.

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MATURED THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU BUMP INTO AN EX.

Mature Things To Do When You Bump Into An Ex.If there was a list of most the most awkward situations to be in, Bumping into an ex would probably top the list. Have we all been in that situation?, YES. Was it very awkward? Probably. Will it happen again? Most likely. Here’s what you should do when next you bump into an ex.

DON’T START FIGHTING:
You’d feel like an idiot later! And losing your cool will only make you seem like a psychotic bitter ex.

HOW ARE YOU DOING:
Don’t think when your ex asks you how you are.Just say you’re awesome and that things have been going very well for you! Smile a lot and think happy thoughts.

LAY OFF APOLOGIES:
Apologies can take exes back into loveland, or cause even more pain. It’s all water under the bridge, so don’t apologize unless you really feelthe need to. Apologize about the break up only if you sincerely believe you need to say you’re sorry about something you’ve done or the way you behaved, but don’t try to explain yourself oryou’ll just open a can of worms.

NO DETAILS ABOUT YOUR LIFE:
You’re not trying to catch up or reacquaint yourselves. You’re just dealing with an awkward situation with an ex!

DON’T LOOK BACK:
After you say bye, walk away unless you’re trying to rekindle the lost romance. If you glance back and find your ex looking at you, you’d feel a pang of lost love and a flicker of renewed romance. And if your ex isn’t standing still and staring at you when you look back towards them, you’d feel hurt because you’re the only one who looked back and they’ve moved on.

ACT CONFIDENT:
Every person wants to have a better life than their ex! You want your ex to assume you’re having a great life after the break up, don’t you?You want your ex to believe that you’ve come toterms with the break up and are now happier than ever. So appear confident and lift your chest high while talking to your ex. Pretend like you’re having the time of your life even if it’s been several weeks since you even had a date.

DON’T READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES:
Don’t try to read between the lines while talkingto your ex. Exes can be sarcastic and rude, or at times, they may speak in riddles or hint that they’re still missing you and want you. Trying todecipher your ex’s mind will only confuse you or trick you into assuming something that may not be the truth.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 10

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 10

Jidda became so impatient when she heard "Amma"..."Mallam Tanimu amma me"....Hajiya said with distinctive eyes......"Bisa bincike na,i found out no one knows her father and no one has ever met him"....Tanimu said...."kana nufin shegiya ce".....Jidda said with wide eyes....."Eh toh,ainahi her mother isnt from Dutse,no one knows where she is from,and when she came to Dutse she came alone and with a few months pregnancy,rumour has it ciki tayi a garin su ta baro ta dawo Dutse where no one knows her and she knew no one".....Tanimu said.

"Malam Tanimu are you sure of what you are saying,babu mistake a zancen ka?".....Hajiya asked....."Hajiya babu,because i asked the oldest people around and they all said the same thing"....Tanimu said...."i knew it,dama nasan there must be some dirty secrets that girl was hiding".....Jidda said...."She isnt hiding anything,she doesnt know anything,according to her,her father died before she was born because thatwhat her mother made her believe".....Mallam Tanimu said....."Aha,she's not just stupid but clueless too"....Jidda said with so much satisfaction......"Allah sarki,wallahi suddenly i feel nothing but pity for the poor girl"....Hajiya said with sad eye......"Pity for who,that slut,haba umma".....Jidda said....."Shut up,sau nawa zance you should stop using such words"....Hajiya said...."I'm sorry Umma,but ....."Keep quiet"....Hajiya interrupted Jidda.

"Wallahi hajiya Khadija abun a tausaya mata ce,because people love the girl alot because of her good qualities.Ta samu manema aure da yawa but once they find out about her background they withdraw"....Tanimu said....."Gaskiya,its hard for any parent to let their child marry a girl whose father isnt known,amma on the other hand it isnt the girl's fault that she was born without a father"....Hajiya said...."Gaskiya it isnt"....Tanimu said......"Umma you have said it yourself,abun tausayi ce".....Abdul said out of nowhere.........."Abdul i share your pain,i really do,amma you heard everything Mallam Tanimu said,she doesnt have a father"....Hajiya said ...."Umma in sharrin mutane ne fah,what if her father is out there somewhere".....Abdul said....."if you want to help her,help her with money or something,ba dole bane sai ka aure ta".....Umma said....."Umma i want her or no one else Abdul said and dashed out to his room.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 9

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 9

Jidda seems so pleased with her father's facial expression.At this point she could bet her life on it that Alhaji is really disappointed....."Hajiya,Khadija dai the same Khadija that worked here?".....Alhaji asked ....."Ita fah,same khadija".....Hajiya said...."Abba ni i wonder what he saw in that girl".....Jidda said......"Hajiya in ita yake so ,i dont know what seems to be the problem".....Alhaji said....."What????Haba Alhaji,i am disappointed in you"....Hajiya said...."No i'm disappointed in you.Haba Hajiya,i dont see anything wrong with that girl.she is decent,respectful,young and very smart and intelligent.If Abdul wants to marry her banga lefin decision dinshi bah".....Alhaji said....."Alhaji anya you understand what i am saying kuwa?That girl taso ta bata mun da,what was she always doing with him at 10pm?.....Hajiya said......"No,that was not what happened.Abdul is my eldest son,he confides in me,he tells me everything,he discusses things with me.He  told me lokacin da zae fara coaching Khadija,and i gave him a go ahead.Hajiya kinsan how much i love seeing young people hungry for knowledge,i noticed how Khadija stays up and read at night because kaffin inyi bacci i check all the lights and all the doors and make sure everything is in order before i go to bed.She didnt do it to seduce Abdul as you all thought".....Alhaji said...."Amma Abba....."Babu amma in my decision".....Alhaji said cutting Jidda off her speech....."The only reason why i didnt say a word when you threw her out is because you have rights over this house as much as i do.Kinada ikon bringing and throwing anyone in and out of this house.".....Alhaji said......"Alhaji what are you trying to say ne wai".....Hajiya said....."Allow him,mene dan Khadija is not from a wealthy Family,do you know what God's plans are for her future.My decision is final.If he wants her,he ll get her".....Alhaji said and left the room.

Hajiya looked at Jidda and Jidda made a wry expression...."Your father is right ,there's nothing wrong with her"....Hajiya said....."Toh,amma we have to find out about her background,who knows what her parents do for a living ,i'm sure we ll find some dirts and skeletons in her cupboard.".....Jidda said...."We can do that,but until i'm sure that she wasnt trying to seduce my son,ba Abdul ba ita"......Hajiya said....."ah toh wa ya sani,maybe a garin su mah bin maza take,ki bani dama inyi bincike about her."....Jidda said....Hajiya didnt say a word and walked away in deep thoughts.

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FEW DAYS LATER.

Hajiya had early on few days ago sent a man named Tanimu who is from Dutse to go to Dutse and find out about Khadija's backgroud........"Hajiya Tanimu yazo he wants to see you"....Alawiyya said to Hajiya and Jidda quickly got out of the bed and went to the parlor with Hajiya......
"Hajiya sannu da futowa".....Tanimu said...."Yauwa Mallam Tanimu,ya iyali?Ya binciken dana sakayi mun?".....Hajiya said....."Toh wallahi,Hajiya Khadija dai kowa in the town is praising her,she's respecful,well behaved and decent,amma".....Tanimu said...."Amma me?"....Jidda said impatiently.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 8

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 8

BACK AT ABDUL'S HOUSE
Abdul has not been himself since he came back from Dutse.Since he came back to Nigeria,he's been the one handling his father's company while his father concentrated more on his politics.Abdul has however not been himself since he came back from Dutse and this has made Hajiya very worried.He talks less,stay at home more and confined to his room....."Jidda meke damun yayan ku ne kwana biyu naga duk he's a mere reflection of his former self".....Hajiya said to Jidda ....."who knows,bazae wuce zancen stupid girl en nan ba".....Jidda replied....."which stupid girl kuma,akan mace yake behaving like someone who has lost the world"....Hajiya asked Jidda...."eh mana,macen mah one that is not worth it and shouldnt matter to anyone".....jidda said....."toh who is this girl,su waye iyayen ta,why is he disturbing himself akan mace,he knows whoever she is ai bata fi karfin shi bah".....Hajiya said...."Wai Hajiya you still dont know who i'm talking about?Its that stupid girl fah Khadija da kika kora".....jidda said...."Wasa yake dai,what on earth zaiyi da wannan yarinyar?I thought mah its another girl entirely,let me go and talk him out of this nonsense".....Hajiya said and dashed out to Abdul's room with Jidda following her a baya.......

"Abdul ka bani mamaki,you are just so full of surprises.how can a local girl make you like this....Me tayi maka?What did she do to poison your mind.of all the girls in the world,of all the girls in Abuja,Kano,Sokoto,Maiduguri,katsina and othe places ka rasa wadda zaka zaba sai khadijan da bata da kamun kai"......Hajiya said furiously....."umma wallahi you misjudged her.There was nothing between khadija and I when she was here har ta bar gidan nan.Infact i never knew i love her mah sai da ta bar gidan nan".....Abdul said....."Laillaha illalah,Abdul ko dai she gave you something to drink ne".....Hajiya said......"So you are admitting mah son ta kake"......Hajiya continued....."Umma ,her diligence,decency and hunger for knowledge are what attracted me to her,umma dan Allah".....Abdul said.

Hajiya left the room without uttering a word more and headed straight to her husband's room....."Abdul ya shiga matsala".....Hajiya said....."Is everything ok with him,i noticed he's not himself anymore,koh hira ya daina zuwa muyi and he has been making mistakes a wurin aiki,i was going to ask you meke damun shi"......Alhaji said...."Mace ke damun shi,he changed because of a girl."....Hajiya said...."Mace kuma,toh whose daughter is she.Ai this is simple ba sae aje to her parents house and get things done bah".....Alhaji said....."Hmmm i wish its that easy,He is like this sabida Khadija,the yar aiki dana kora from this house"....Hajiya said and Jidda noded without saying a word.Alhaji kept quiet for a while.Jidda was happy with her Father's  facial expression and was eager to hear his reply because she knows koh yaya Abdul naso koh baya so his reply and answer are final.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 7

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 7

I was inside the room i share with mama when i heard mama calling out to me from tsakar gida...."Khadija kije ki siyo gasarar its almost 11 and we have not had anything".....mama said to me as i stepped out of the room....."Mama i'm going now,yanzu zan dawo".....i said as i stepped out of the house to our neighbour's to buy pap..

I was shocked when i stepped out of our house and saw yaya Abdul sitted in his car.I didnt think he would ever want to see me after the way i stormed out of his sight yesterday...I quickly passed his car ,pretending not to see him......"khadija"...he called out to me,i didnt want to turn but i just had to,its yaya Abdul for heaven sake,he stood by me when his sisters were a thorn in my throat...."Naam Yaya Abdul"....i said as i turned to look at him..."khadija har yanzu bakice komai bah"....Yaya Abdul said..."yaya Abdul na baka answer ena,i cant say yes to you and you of all people should know that and why".....i said and i watched as the sadness in his eyes increased....."I know,but one thing i know is my parents have never denied me anything,if i tell them i want you,i know they will have no option but to accept you.".....Yaya Abdul said...."i dont want to be a person they were forced to accept,i want to be someone they will accept willingly and i know they will never do that".....i said and watched him become more confused....."khadija just......"please leave kaga mutane na kallonmu,please just go,just go and stay gone.....isnt it obvious,bana son ka.da ina son ka i ll have accepted since  yesterday when you asked,i'm afraid you had a wasted journey".....i said harshly and i left without turning back..

I wish i didnt speak to him that way.I knew the only way to make him go away was to tell him i dont love him,but i know i do.I fell for Yaya Abdul without even realising it.His presence here is hurting me,imaging the fact that he slept in his car in the cold all just for me made me shiver.I wish there's a way to turn things around.

I have been lying on my mattress and i watched mama sleep peacefully.I have not been able to eat anything or sleep.Tunanin yaya Abdul has clouded my mind and his peaceful,smiley and handsome face and curly haired face on both sides of his face and tall thin figure is all i have been seeing.I couldnt help the little tears falling down my cheeks.I'm sorry my Yaya Abdul,i wish i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth,this would have been easy for us both.....I just wish so....but truth is the saying that if wishes were horses,beggers would ride to their deaths.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 6

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 6

I arrived Dutse at about 12pm and headed straight home.I met mama and Hajiya Ma'u a zaune a tsakar gida.Mama got up and came to hug me and relieve me of my luggage."Sannu da zuwa"...mama said.

Before I could tell mama all that has happened she already knew because Hajiya called Hajiya Ma'u and told her everything and Hajiya Ma'u came to tell Mama.I was happy Hajiya Ma'u is behind me...."I called Alawiyya a waya and she told me everything,kuma dama nasan baza  ki aikata abinda Hajiya tace mun kin aikata ba,shiyasa na kira Alawiyya for confirmation,I have always known yaran nan basu da mutunci, especially Jidda"....Hajiya Ma'u....."Allah ya miki albarka khadija. I wish I never let you go there and work.Everything will be OK now.Baza mu mutu bah, from the little money you brought back as your salary we will use it mu fara wata sanaar before I get a job."....mama said.

I went to bed that day happy that the person who mattered most to doesn't believe all the allegations against me.I'm happy I'm home with mama once again,and this time babu abunda zai rabu mu sai aure.

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It's been a week since I came back home.Mama and I have been thinking of sana'ar da zamuyi  da N35,000 from my salary and still haven't come up with anything.I was able to learn kitso because I practiced alot while in Abuja akan Safiya da Alawiyya and that is really paying off now.I told my neighbors ina kitso in akwai me so and since then I have had several customers, atleast two everyday,and that way I make atleast N200 everyday and with that,mama and I are able to do cefane without touching the money from my salary.
I was at home when our neighbor's son Sani came in,"Anty khadija wai kizo"...he said...."inji wah"....I asked surprised..... "oho,wani ne a wata arniyar mota"....the boy said and ran off.I wonder who would be looking for me and I got up nasaka Hijab and went out to see who it was.

Immediately I got outside,I could hardly move nor believe my eyes....."Yaya Abdul, me kake a nan"....I asked surprise...."khadija I came to see you sannan in baki hakuri akan abunda ya faru, Dan Allah kiyi hakuri ".....he said...."babu komai,but you didn't have to come all the way here,I know it's not your fault"....I said sincerely..."Khadija I got too attached to you without even realising it.I can't imagine my life with you far away from me,dan Allah come back with me to Abuja ".....Abdul said...."kamar yadda jidda ta fada, ba gidan ubana bane,so I have no reason to go back with you"....I said....."I know,you are right....."Yaya Abdul you came to apologize and you have done so,so please go."....I said harshly because I know I have started falling for him and I know it's something that can never happen,never...."I will go,if you want me to,but on one condition "....Abdul said....."do you always have conditions for everything "....I said....."Please,promise me zaki aure ne,because you all I have always wanted,and I ll leave, just promise me"....Abdul said.

I didn't say a word more and ran into the house,why is Yaya Abdul doing this to me,why is he giving me false hope, why is he talking about the impossible, just why.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 5

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 5

The house has not been easy for me since yaya Abdul started coaching me.Jidda and Ruqayya have been on my neck and have used virtually every insult they have ever heard on me.Ranging from munafuka, to yar matsiyata,to yar talakawa, to maid, the worse was when Jidda said "duk abunki,yaya will never fall for you,he's only being nice and that has always been his weakness, if you have any ploy to make him fall for you gara mah ki sake tunani"....those words have rang in my ears more times than I can count..

The only thing that gives me comfort is yaya Abdul. He's been a great teacher and he never seizes to praise my brain."I wonder how a 17 year old can be this smart and a very fast learner too and really beautiful too"....he always says to me.He bought a lot of other books for me to help me study and also novels to read when I'm bored.

I needed alot of time to study and do all the home work yaya Abdul gives to me at the end of every lesson,this made safiya angry because I no longer help her with her chores the way I used.

Safiya hardly talks to me because she feels I'm getting too attached to my books and no longer make time to help her out or talk to her the way I used."you have stopped being like a sister to me"....she always says...

All I really want to do these days is to study,it's not just the studies, I'm beginning to like spending alot of time with yaya Abdul,he's been nice and mazon Allah (SAW) yace ita zuciya duk me kyautata Mata dole ta so shi.......Maybe Jidda is right,may be somehow something is beginning to develop between yaya Abdul and I.We joke,we laugh and I never seem to get his thoughts out of my head,but I know this is something that can never happen.I have to do something about this before it gets out of hand.

As usual after completing every chore I had to do and helping Safiya out so she wouldn't complain,I went to my study place and I saw yaya Abdul waiting for me...."yau my student is late,and she has never been late before"....Abdul said with a smile...."I was busy ne aciki".....I said with no expression at all...."It's okk.let's get started,yau Mathematics zamuyi koh,where are the books"....Abdul said after noticing i didn't bring any book along...."yaya dama kawai I just wanted to let you know nagode sosai with everything and all the help you have rendered to me,Allah ya biya ka.But I think I have learned enough,I want to concentrate more on abunda ya kawo ni gidan nan, aiki ".....I said and turned to leave....."sabida jidda"...Abdul asked and I stopped walking but didn't turn back..."you are quitting sabida Jidda?Don't let my sisters intimidate you.kar ki bari what my sisters say to you get to you".....Abdul said with sympathetic eyes...."Wallah it has nothing to do with abunda jidda tace,Jidda's threats have never scared me because I know how badly I want to go back to school"....I said with shaky voice...."then why?I'm not just a tutor to you,and neither am I just a like a yaya to you".....Abdul said calmly....."yaya Abdul I can't tell you,because it doesn't make sense even to me"....I said hoping I haven't revealed anything...."I love tutoring you because I get to spend time with you.Khadija I don't know how to explain to you but I see you as more than a sister and I want nothing more than......."more than what"....Hajiya said out of nowhere....I couldn't move an inch.I quickly turned and saw the fire in Hajiya's eyes....."Umma dama I told you,kullun sai tazo nan dan munafurci wai karatu, so that she will seduce yaya Abdul and make him get her pregnant sabida taga kudi"....jidda said...."ke Jidda are you out of your mind,Umma wallah......"wallah me"....Hajiya interrupted Abdul...."Hakane mana,I thought  you are decent ashe ke munafuka ce,so kike ki lalata kanki, ki lalata mun da.I can't take this,you are leaving this house first thing gobe.I will give you the money you earned working here and zansa akai ki tasha,dama you can't judge a book by its cover"....Hajiya said....."Umma wallahi it's not what you think,Dan Allah Umma don't do this"....Abdul said....."eh lallai,what did she do to you to poison your mind?You are 27 Amma har yau baka da hankali".....Hajiya said and left.

I ran to the room I share with Safiya and packed my things.I couldn't sleep that night.I cried all night because I couldn't work long enough to save what I need to go back to school.I know mamana will never believe wannan Sharrin da jidda tayi mun.......I just can't believe this is happening

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REGRETS-(KA CUCE NI) Episode 4

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 4

I have always loved studying, and bani da wani buri da ya wuce in koma makaranta duk dah I don't know when the possibility of going back to school will present itself.I have been positive and I'm hopeful one day,just one day,I ll get to go back to school again.Incase that opportunity presents itself I have to be ready.

The house  work is alot to deal with as it is very big and cleaning the whole house has never been easy.I wake up everyday at 5pm.After sallar Asuba I hardly go back to sleep.I work from dawn till dusk.Even when I finish with my part of the work which is usually around lokacin sallar La'asar, I help Alawiyya in the kitchen because I love cooking.After the day's chores are over,I hardly go to sleep.I stay up till around 1am studying.From the little money I get to save whenever Hajiya ta aike ni kasuwa and canji ya ragu,she tells me to keep the change.That way I was able to purchase some textbooks and past questions for JAMB.I have to be prepared for the opportunity presents itself.

After completing my chores for the day,I went to the corridor near the passage to study as usual.I don't usually study in the room because I wouldn't want to keep the lights on and  disturb Safiya who is fast asleep....."ke kuma me kike yi anan? ".....Jidda said...."bakomai,kawai....... "kawai me"...Jidda snorted..."na lura kullun baki da aiki sai duba littafi, you better stop deceiving yourself wae zaki koma karatu.You are nothing more than a maid,kuma a haka zaki cigaba.karatu bana irinku bane"....Jidda said...I couldn't help but break down in tears......"ke Jidda,what the hell ke damunki".....Abdul said out of nowhere after hearing  all of what Jidda said...."ke meyasa kika dau duniya da zafi ne?don't ever call her a maid,she's a human....."kae yaya, why are you always fast at trusting people,wanna yarinyar munafuka ce"....jidda bloated back...."keep quiet, ni kike fada ma haka"....Abdul said angrily.

Jidda didn't say a word more and ran upstairs.I sat down there crying,Jidda just crushed every hope I have ever had of furthering my education, and now that yaya Abdul has made her angry,nasan gobe akai na zata juye fushin ta...."kiyi hakuri khadija.Na San Jidda said harsh things to you and ba yau ta fara bah, but ki cigaba da hakuri.In sha Allah things will be alright"....Abdul said to me calmly...."Bakomai yaya"....I said wiping my tears....."I will stand by you and make sure you go back to school indai you have interest in school"....Abdul said looking at me...."Thank you so much yaya.Allah ya biya kah.".....I said joyously...."but only on one condition".....Abdul said...."what's that yaya?"....I asked confused....."only if you will let me tutor you,you can't pass JAMB without being coached and I love teaching,so why not."....Abdul said....."ok yaya,thank you so much"....I said and packed up my books, I couldn't help but notice the way yaya Abdul was staring at me and I became awfully uncomfortable and went to bed.

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REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI) Episode 3

REGRETS -(KA CUCE NI)  Episode 3

Back in Dutse,many people talked about how beautiful they think I am,and how much more beautiful I would look In akwae Jin dadin da kwanciyar hankali.I thought leaving Dutse for Abuja is the worse thing that can happen to me,but it isn't.Facing Hajiya's daughters is,especially Jiddah.

I have lived in Abuja for almost two months now.I have not been able to get my mother off my mind.Thank God for Hajiya's kindness,the last time Hajiya Ma'u came to check up on Alawiyya and I,Hajiya gave her a Nokia torchlight to give to Mama,that way I get to talk to mama duk Juma'a using the Landline they have in the grand parlor.
The Hajiya has been more of a mother than an employer. 

The house has been in chaos for the past three days and Hajiya has been restless.The household has been very busy waiting for the arrival of Abdul,Hajiya's eldest son who is coming back from the United States after completing his education.
The house has been kept clean by me as usual and his favorite food has been prepared on Hajiya's order.I just pray he wouldn't be as brutal as his sisters, or even worse.

Jidda has not given Safiya and I a moment of peace,she complains about everything,ranging from Bad taste in food prepared by Alawiyya ,to bad smell of detergents used in washing the culteries by Safiya and how terrible I move things around in her room when cleaning it up.She wants everything done her way and even then she complains about everything,what hurts me more is how she talks to Alawiyya who is old enough to give birth to us all.

I heard the car horn and I immediately knew Hajiya's son had arrived and I had to set the table.
Hajiya and her daughters rushed out to give her son a hug and we,the workers just peeped through the kitchen window."Allah sarki,Abdul,mutumun girki,Alhamdulillah ya Gama karantun lafiya ya dawo lafiya".....Alawiyya said...."Eh nima from yadda naji,duk yafi sauran 'ya'ya Hajiya kirki da sauqin kai.".....Safiya said...I didn't say a word and just kept wiping the kitchen counters...."Ke sai an gaya miki, before you go out and set the table,common sense bazae fada miki bah mutun yayi tafiya yana bukatar abinci".....Jidda said to me out of nowhere....."Yi hakuri,I thought sai ya huta, yayi wanka......"keep shut"...Jidda said...."You thought what?Are as stupid as you look?I wonder why Hajiya ta dau someone like you aiki,Yar karama da ke sai shegen talking back at people,set the table ki kawo mana abinci yanzu"....Jidda said with Hiss and left the kitchen......"Kiyi hakuri Khadija,watarana sai labari"....Alawiyya said to me and I nodded with tears in my eyes and headed out of the kitchen.

I got to the parlor and met Hajiya and Abdul suna hira.Jidda was on the chair tana danna waya and Ruqayya was talking to Abdul...."Yaya Tunda an gama karatu sai aure koh"....Ruqayya said...."Eh,amma saidai in ke zaki zaba mun matar".....Abdul said jokingly....."Eh no problem,sai en Maka choosing ae,gamu da mata a Base University. "....Ruqayya said over excited...."Rufa mun asiri, matan Base University are beautiful, but they are all fake,mostly fake.Matan Abuja nan are never themselves, and I want someone ya so ni Dan ni bah Dan abunda nake dashi bah.ni nafi son someone who is real and very decent,which is something three quarter of them are not."....Abdul said..."Gaskiya kayi gaskiya Abdul"....Hajiya said.

I approached them after setting the table...."Sannu da zuwa,ya hanya"....I said to Abdul kneeling down and bowing down my head..."Lafiya qalau,ya kike"...Abdul asked politely......"Lafiya,the table is set"....I said and stood up to leave.

Hajiya,and her sons and daughters proceeded to the table to have their dinner.I forgot the fruit pouch on the kitchen counter and headed back to get,on my way back to the dinning area I head Jidda shouting and I got scared na lape inji meke sa ta ihu so angrily....."Allah ya sawwake, haba dai ya'ya,kai ka yi zaman U.S Amma har yau you still have not changed.Ya ma zaayi kace kayi admiring din gentility and calmness din wannan bazan yarinyar,Yar aiki ce fah.Haba ya'ya,gaskiya it better stop at admiring din nan fah"....Jiddah said very hfurious....."Jidda you can never change,mene dan yar aiki ce,and daga cewa I admire her?Kawai ta Burge ni ne,and honestly she's young but she will make a good wife."...Abdul said teasingly ..."tabdijam better be joking"...

I got scared someone will catch me eavesdropping and I ran off into the kitchen, so afraid.

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