WORTH THE WAIT Episode 14

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 14

     ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

*ARYAN’s POV*

I got to the office the next day feeling helpless, hopeless and dejected.I had already broken up with Yusriah the day before and i have no regrets for doing so.

Yusriah isnt the kind of person I’d want to spend the rest of my life with...No way.

“Hey there lover boy”....Fouad said walking into the office.....”i wish”....i said...”My life line crashed last night”....I added.

“Hey you look stressed out,what’s wrong?”....Fouad said pulling a chair and sitting down...”and what do you mean by your life line crashed last night?”....Fouad asked again....

“I broke up with Yusriah which I totally feel un-remorseful about”.....I said looking so pale.

“Well its what you wanted so why are you looking so pale?you should be happy knowing that nothing is standing in your way with Ariana”.....Fouad said smiling and tapping my shoulder....

“Ariana is back with her boyfriend, now i dont stand a chance anymore”....i said feeling my heart ache as the words left my mouth.

“Oh Allah”....Fouad said sighing....”I’m so sorry about that”....he added...”its owk,its life and these things happen”.....i said getting up..

“Are you leaving?”....Fouad asked....”yes i am....i need the day off,my head aches so bad”....i said and exited the office before he could reply.

I got home barely sanely...I parked my car in the driveway blocking the main exit into the house and i couldnt care more....The gateman watched as I slowly walked out of my car like a drunk and threw him the keys to park the car well.

I got into the sitting room and met my mother talking on the phone...Seeing her radiant face and how happy she looked gave me hope of being happy again...”Umma”....i said before sitting heavily on the chair...

“Aryan lafiya?are you ok?why are you back so early its barely 12pm”.....she said looking at the giant clock on the wall....

“I couldn’t stay at work Umma,i had to leave”.....i said....”but why ,is everything ok?....She asked

“Not really but i will tell you about it later ,right now my head really aches”....i said getting off the chair.

“You should rest,Allah ya sawwake”.....She said as she watched me leave for my room.

“I lost her”.....i said just before my phone started ringing.i answered with my eyes closed not even knowing who the caller was.

“Hey Evil Spawn”...she said and I immediately opened my eyes....”hey bellz”....i replied reluctantly....”are you owk?you sound weak”...Ariana said....”or are you sad that i wont give you my 💯% attention because Fawwaz is back?”.....She said laughing softly.

“May be i am”....I managed to say...”You both are very important to me and i will always have your time....plus this way you also get to spend more time with your actual girlfriend rather than with me”.....Ariana said frankly.

“We broke up, I couldn’t go on with her because......”i said and i kept quiet....”Whatttttt.Evil spawn why????because of what?”......Ariana asked....

“Nothing,it doesn’t really matter anymore”.....I said painfully....”it matters to me...anything that has to do with you matters to me, please tell me”.....Ariana begged....

Something in me kept telling me to tell her,that it might make a difference...I didnt get to have Ariana as my girlfriend,but Atleast i have her as a friend...Telling her how i feel about her might change all of that...and i wont be able to bear it...even if i will tell her definitely not now.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 13

*WORTH THE WAIT * Episode 13

       ❤ *Phateemah Taheer*❤

  *ARYAN's POV*

I am loyal...That is one thing i know about me that gets people talking.....and my loyalty has gained me trusted allies, which is where Fouad comes in...

Fouad gave me the best advice anyone could ever give me...I should talk to Ariana.Me believing she loves me based on a hunch and our jokes isn't going to do me any good i thought to myself as i dialed her number...

"Hey Evil Spawn".....Ariana said immediately she answered the phone...."Hey Bellz"....i said giving a soft laugh...."ya kake?( how are you?"....she asked happily....."Fine you?"....i said...."I'm very very very fine"....She replied sounding pretty fine....

"Hey i called to discuss something pretty important with you,no jokes this time"...:I said sounding very nervous...

"Yea sure....trust me I'd give you my candid opinion...I'm so happy right now I'd say only the truth even if it were against me..."....She said happily.

"Ok,you sound so happy and now I'm curious as to what made you this happy"....I said.

"Guess what"....She said her excitement increasing this time around....

"You tell me"....i said waiting anxiously for her to tell me her side of the excitement so i can say mine.....I just cant wait to tell her to meet me,to tell her how i am beginning to feel about her,to tell her i want to see her ,make her fall for me and marry her without thinking twice.

"Hey you are not even happy for me".....She said sadly....."Sorry was lost in thoughts...happy about what?".....i asked....."Really,you didnt hear what i said?"...she asked raising her voice a little....:"Wallahi i didnt...something took my attention"....i said calmly.

"Evil Spawn if something is bothering you please tell me,you dont have to listen to my crap all the time, for once lets listen to yours first".....She said sounding so pitiful.

"I will tell you, but after i hear what has made my Bellz happy"....i said and i could hear her smiling through the phone, and that gave me hope...

"Fawwaz came by and apologized and I'm trying to forgive him because i think he might be worth a second chance"....Ariana said and i felt as though hot water has been poured into my ears....My heartached like it never had before...I lost my only window to her heart...i lost my only chance to win her,to be with her.

"Hey wont you say anything?".....Ariana asked....."woow I'm so happy for you".....i said faking it...."i know right...me too".....She said happily...."Thank you for always being there for me through the difficult times".....She added..."You are welcome"....i replied.

"Hey i think you should sleep its quite late kuma i know tomorrow is the day for your early lectures yea?"....I said...."Yea sadly it is"....she replied.

"Aright good night then"....i said quickly....."Nooooo waitttttt".....Ariana said so fast.....

"Why whats wrong?"....i said playing ignorant......"You wanted to tell me something".....She said....."Just kidding fah,i know how much you love gist,was just trying to make you beg me to tell you nothing".....i said laughing softly..

"Typical you,being Evil to me"....She said and we laughed it off...."Good night Evil spawn".....Ariana said.

"Good night dear".....i replied and she hung up.

I felt lifeless after the conversation i just had with Ariana....All the hausa proverbs i have ever heard in my life came ringing into my ears...."Da zafi zafi akan daki karfe (iron is best hit when hot)"...."barin kashi a ciki baya maganin yunwa (not excreting the digested food in your belly wouldn't make you any less hungry)"....

I should have told Ariana how i felt about her when i still had the chance, rather than the jokes we both made about our feelings....I was pretty sure she was falling for me,not knowing she was silently praying for things to get better between her and Fawwaz....

What do i do now?

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 12

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 12

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

     *Ariana's POV*

I sat there blankly,looking at practically nothing..I could hear voices in my head,trying to convince me on what to do...I know i have been very prayerful about this,about my relationship with Fawwaz....Could this be the key???Could this be the solution to my problems ?Has God answered my prayers ?or is life throwing me on the route to get hurt again..

"Hello"....i said answering the call that just came through....."I'm coming".....i said and hung up..

I stood up,walked towards the mirror and looked straight into it..."Ya Allah,lead the way and light my path".....I said taking a deep breath.

I walked pass my mother in the parlor lost in thoughts i didnt even know she was there...."Ariana,ina zuwa da Magrib? (Where are going at this time?)....."Fawwaz came to see me i ll be inside in 30mins"....i said and walked towards the door...."Or wayyyy less than that"....i turned to say in a cranky voice....My mum just looked at me confused as i walked out the door.

Fawwaz leaned on his car,looking as dashing as always in a grey coloured Kaftan...as I approached him,the scent of his Oud sent chills to my nostrils all the way to y spines....

"Hey"....he said softly...."Hae i replied as i leaned on the car too..

Fawwaz looked blankly into the night skies,looked at his feet and then smiled...."Ok this is akward".....he said letting out a soft laugh....."Yeaaaa"....was all that could come out of my mouth.

"Arry,nothing i say now will justify what i did and what i made you go through...wallahi i know"....he said and paused..."but trust me when i say I'm sorry....like really very sorry...for all that i did,for all that happened and for all that i made you go through,if i could turn the hands of times i would make it different and make it up to you,I'm sorry and I'm going to try as hell to make it right this time"....Fawwaz said and sighed..

"Allah yasa"....i said and turned to walk away....."Aryy please,I'm sorry"....Fawwaz said...."Ok....we will see just how sorry you are...i have to go in...have a mid semester paper to finish"....i said and walked inside before he could say anything else.

I got inside and the first thing I did was to dial Israh up...."babe how far".....She said immediately she answered...."Yazo ne?(did he come?)"....She asked....."Yes he did,just left"...::i said squeezing my shoulders in....."Arrr...he is sorry...he called me after i left and he sounded really sorry..just give him a chance to make things right...we aren't really getting any younger,we have to be in serious relationships and settle down,if you break up before you find a new guy,get to know eachother and stuff it might take a while...Just do this for me please".....Israh said...

"Yes babes...you are right...but what if..."....."Stop the what ifs and be positive  please"......Israh said interrupting me...."Allah yasa mu dace"....i said..."Ameen night"....Israh said and i nodded and hung up.

I looked straight into the mirror and let out a deep sigh.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 11

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 11

           ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

    *Ariana's POV*

I have never in my life felt this happy, free spirited and free minded...I have opened my heart and arms wide open to the many possibilities that might come my way....I stared reading a book Titled "My wedding My tragedy" and the story gave me hope for love...What is mine is mine,no need to stress...

I have gone wrong with so many relationships and i know one day i ll get it right with the right person....

"Madam your phone is ringing"....Isra said....I droped the dress i was holding on the bed and approached where Isra was laying looking at the phone's screen..."Who is it"....i asked..

"I will tell you after you tell me why you look so happy"...Isra said hidding the phone from me...."Qadr...Accepting Qadr now please give me the phone bani da kati yasin (dont have airtime to call back)"....i said screaming and Isra handed over the phone...

"F"....i read out...."Hello"...I said sitting on the edge of the bed a little bit confused.

               *FAWWAZ's POV*

Sometimes life hits you and hard too....Ariana and i have been dating for over a year now and never have i been faithful to her...I know sometimes I'm a jerk....No...all the time and she has been patient with me...I met this girl Laura and she really too my attention away from Ariana,until she broke my heart into pieces making me run back to Ariana...I need to fix things with Ariana,i said dialing her up...

"Hey".....i said immediately she answered after the phone rang for a while unanswered..."hello"....Ariana said on the other end..

"Ariana I'm sorry...i know i have been absent away from you,from us and I'm so sorry....And I'm 💯% willing to make it work out now...please give me a chance...i know i messed up...i know i hurt you...but let me make this right...i will be there at your house by 7pm...Please let me fix this"....i said...

"Ariana are you there?".....i asked when the silence became awkard..."Ok"....Ariana said and hung up.

             *ARIANA's POV*

I sat there glazing at basically nothing...i was confused..."Ariana whats wrong??Who died?"....Isra said sitting up right...."No one...Its Fawwaz".....I managed to say...."Well i know because i saw the Caller ID...What did he say".....Isra asked impatiently....."he's coming over to fix things...he's sorry blah blah blah"....I said..

"Thats amazing...its what we have been praying for yea???"....Israh said laughing...

"No....We have been praying for the best"....I said ...."Then may be thats why God brought him back"....Israh said..

"No....he ll only hurt me again...i know it"....i said walking towards the mirror and stared at myself inside it...."What if he won't....Ariana you wont know till you try....".....Isra insisted...."i have given up on us and i want to start afresh but you making me this do this..Israh if he hurts me it all on you because you are pushing me to do this".....I said with a serious look on my face....."Naji...and if it works out,you will do whatever i say"....Isra said and we both laughed.

I dont know what i am doing or about to do,i know i still love Fawwaz,just dont know if he is worth being given a second Chance.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 10

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 10

        ❤ *Phateemah Taheer*❤

         *Aryan's POV*

"Aryan you know you have been acting weird all week???Care to share?".....Fouad asked...."No I'm fine,just a bit confused about something".....I said scratching my face.

"Confused about something or about Ariana and Yusriah?".....Fouad said smirking....."Wait what?".....i said sounding surprised.

"yea yea i know..you confuse Yusriah with Ariana all the time,you are always glowing whenever Ariana calls,plus you call her more than Yusriah. All these i have noticed"....Fouad said putting on a serious face.

"i dont know why but all this is confusing and i really......"You really need to stop"....Fuoad said angrily interrupting me....

"You need to set boundaries...You need to decide what and who you want...You can't keep playing with the emotions of two girls...you cant keep confusing yourself...If Ariana is your friend then let her remain so,if you love Yusriah and want to marry her then wife her already,but all these back and forth isn't going to favour anyone...you will only get yourself hurt,and the two girls involved"......Fouad said angrily.

"Fouad you are my friend....When it comes to picking a wife i am really choosy and careful with details....Yusriah doesn't even respect me enough now,what more when we are married???She doesn't consider how i feel...She's so selfish and wants only what she wants"......I said sadly....

"And Ariana is the opposite?the solution?"....Fouad asked calmly....."Absolutely Fouad...I have my future to think about,my kids,my life...i want a wife that would respect my parents and my family and raise my kids well religiously and morally. I want a wife that i can play with...A wife that ll understand my happiness,my anger,my feelings....i want someone that would appreciate my little efforts....I want someone that would love me completely,my good and bad sides,my perfection and flaws".....I said getting off my seat and looking at the Crystal clear window shinig through the blinds.

"Aryan...you can make and correct alot of mistakes in life,but not who you marry...If you truly think Ariana is that wife material for you,break up with Yusriah,tell her the truth and then approach Ariana...Tell her how you feel...Stop playing all these games with either of them".....Fouad adviced.

"I will....but first i need to meet Ariana face to face".....I said not believing the words came out of my mouth....."Why? Just give her a call...Do you need to see her reaction when you tell her?".....Fouad asked looking perplexed.

"Noooo...not her reaction...I need her to see me face to face....I love Ariana even without meeting her,i doubt if she would ever love me without meeting me first".....I said looking straight at Fouad.

Fouad stood up from the seat he was sitted on and wasnt sure whether to remain standing or sit back down....."Wait let me get this straight....You mean you and Ariana have never met before not even once".....Fouad asked looking and sounding totally confused.

"No Fouad,we haven't....i met  Ariana on twitter during the Ramadan of this past year and what drew me to her were her posts...So sensible and educative...i sent her a direct message to which she replied....Started off as a joke until we exchanged numbers and started talking on phone....She honestly told me about her boyfriend and i about Yusriah...I have seen multiple pictures of her and she of me,but i need her to see the real life me".....I said giving a deep sigh.

"Wow...So She's has a bf still?....Fouad asked...."Yes,but last she told me the relationship hasn't being ok for a while,so i have that to my advantage plus i think Ariana also has feelings for me which she doesn't want to admit".....I said.

"Break up with Yusriah and try your luck man.....even if you don't get Ariana,you deserve better than Yusriah".....Fouad said and stepped out.

I sat by the edge of my desk and thought about all these...."Ariana you are the one...You have to be".....I said looking at the ray of sun peeping in through a path in the blinds.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 9

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 9

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

I have been restless, and scared...i was all night and i still am....."Whats up girlfriend.....Our lecture is not till 10am,why make me come to school 2hours before our lecture starts?"......Isra said looking a bit sleepy.

"Isra".....i said smiling a bit softly...."What you want to discuss had better be good for you to have woken me up so early"....Isra said still complaining.

"Isra i think I'm in trouble"....I said not sure if the right words came out of my mouth....."Really???okk lemme guess,you are 22,so you have passed the stage for teenage pregnancy, and we haven't even written exam yet,not to talk of results being posted...So what am i missing???......oh my God....are you being forced into marriage?".....Isra said sarcastically.

"Isra be serious,I'm in trouble...i think you might be right".....I said sounding so sad and looking at my feet...

"Well Sweetheart I'm always....but wait,Right about what exactly ?.....Isra asked looking a bit concerned....

"I think you might be right about Aryan and i....Could I possibly be developing feelings for him?".....i said about to cry.

"Oh sweetie,dont cry....why would you cry over this...I'm sorry if i said something to hurt your feelings,you should know i dont mean it and i was only joking".....Isra said giving me a hug...

"Its not just about what you said Es,it about how i am beginning to feel towards Aryan".....i said wiping a tear off my cheek with my thumb.....

"What do you mean how you feel?What do you feel?".....Isra asked..

"I think I'm developing feelings for Aryan"......i said rolling my eyes in annoyance...

"You think,or you know?......Isra asked raising a brow....."i think i may have feelings for him".....Isra sounding frustrated....

"Ariana i warned you...i told you this could happened...i warned you".....Isra said being so serious.

"Es,i know...by Allah i have no idea when all this started...we were just casual friends,i had no idea this would happen and when you were saying it i thought it was just you being the usual crazy you".....I said in tears.

"Ohk ohk,Alhamdulilah the school is practically empty and no one would see you in tears but please stop...stop being a baby over this....Here's what to do"....Isra said holding my both arms and sitting me down.

"First of all,clean those tears...i dont want to see them".....Isra said watching me wipe the tears off my face.

"This is messsed up Ari,it is....You can't develop feelings for Aryan,not now not ever because 1,he has a girlfriend and B you also have a boyfriend and 3,you dont even know how this guy feels about you,for all you know he takes you only as a friend....Whatever he says what he says it's out of friendship and nothing more...you know we girls are foolish....well not all girls actually because I'm not foolish...thats why I'm rare actually".....Isra said feeling herself,typical Isra....

"Ok back to the point....you have to let go of those feelings,the feelings are just beginning to develop so it shouldn't be that hard".....Isra said conclusively.

"But how do i do that".....I asked being Naive......"Stop talking to him,atleast for a few days....Answer when he calls and give him excuses,tell him you will call him back and dont....and 2,try as much as possible to spend time with Aryan,that would take your mind off Evil...whatever".....Isra said..

"Evil Spawn".....i said in low tone....."Ok whatever,give yourself a reason to hate him, let go of things that bring you memories of him,songs,pictures everything ".....Isra said making gesture with her hand...

"Ariana,he cannot know you have feelings for him...he mustn't know....you can't look like the girl having a one sided crush...you can't".....Isra said.

"Do this and we will be fine"....Isra added breathing fast....."You think"....i asked....."i know"....Isra replied.

"Thank you Es, i feel so relieved"....i said happily hugging her....

"I need coffee".....Isra said in a low tone..."Lets go get coffee then".....i said pulling her up.

I hope whatever i feel,whatever feelings i might be having goes away...i really need it to even though a part of me wish things were different.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 8

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 8

     ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

            *ARIANA's POV*

The truth and reality of life is only you can tell you the truth,the bitter truth...but in this case i failed to tell myself the bitter truth...

Isra might be annoying and a douche,but she was right...The closeness between Evil Spawn and i was really not normal....We talk everyday about random things, may be not about love related things but we talk,everyday.

I feel lonely and incomplete whenever he isn't there to talk or chat with,my heart skips a bit eachtime my phone rings hoping that it is him....Fawwaz's name appearing as the caller doesn't excite me anymore,what could this be???Could Isra ba right???Am I developing feelings for Evil Spawn???

My phone's ring tone was what brought me back to life,away from my thoughts..."Bellz please".....Aryan said immediately i answered the call..."Please what?".....i asked softly...."What is so important for you to say that koh Sallama baza ka mun ba".....I added..

"Sorry dear Sallamualaikum"....Aryan said...."Still angry with me?"....Aryan added...."and who said i was mad at you before?".....i asked laughing..."Bellz i know you so well...i can detect the slightest change in the tone of your voice and yesterday you hung up on me,something you never did before".....Aryan added.

"Evil Spawn I'm sorry...i was confused and angry,not at you...i just had some confusing thoughts and..."....i said stuttering...

"Confusing feelings about what???About how much you love me?"......Aryan said jokingly...."You wish"....i said laughing.

"Haba Bellz,falling for me wouldn't be the worst thing in the world...I'd make a great husband fah...grab the opportunity while the offer is still open".....Aryan said and we both laughed in unison.

"You know even if i ever ever ever ever fall for you you will never know".....i replied politely...."But why?...because i dont deserve to know?"......Aryan asked...."Kawai...i cant tell you"......I replied.

"C'mon Bellz,we tell eachother everything fah....and i am 💯 sure if you fall for me i ll fall for you immediately after".....Aryan said....."See you...as if you haven't fallen already".....I said laughing.

"You wish".....Aryan said......"Hah...keep denying"....i said laughing...."Ariana i wish i met you first...i wish i met you before Fawwaz did"....Aryan said and my heart skipped a bit.

I could feel the pain in my throat as i tried my swallow the saliva in my throat...Although i would never admit that i wish same...i wish i met him before he met Yusriah,and before i met Fawwaz...

"Hey did i say something wrong?".....Aryan asked...."Noooo fah,just lost In thoughts".....i said...."Of me koh???You dont have to miss me ai,I'm right here".....Aryan said laughing a bit....

"Miss you?....you wish"....i said laughing,even though in all honesty,even though he was right there talking to me,i was missing him...but i can never admit that....too much pride i guess...

"Too much pride".....Aryan said laughing...."wallahi its not pride,its not too much ego,its just who i am....i can try however hard i want to,but wallahi even if i ever ever ever fall in love with you, i ll never be able to tell you"....i said blankly.

"But why?....i would really love to know when you fall".....Aryan said with so much enthusiasm...."if i ever fall".....i said laughing...."Ariana please".....Aryan pleaded.....

These kind of conversations are what actually make the air mixed up with signals....Fawwaz and Yusriah are in the picture,the earlier we stop this the better..

"Aryan,let it go".....i said...."But Ariana......"Goodnight,Allah ya tashe mu lafiya (may God wake us up in good health)".....i said and hung up without waiting for him to reply...

They say all is fair in love and war,but i dont know what i feel for Aryan....Could i truly be developing feelings for him????...."I need to talk to Isra".....i said closing my eyes in fear.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 7

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 7

         ❣Phateemah Taheer ❣
• ARYAN'S POV *

Good girls are hard to come by. The way this world has changed is really nothing home to write about.Our northern values and cultures have been driven out of our society by this so called thing wai shi civilization,yes other call it westernization, either ways i always feel delighted meeting the few girls i have come across that still have our northern cultures and values in them.
Ariana is one of those few. I met Ariana on twitter...modern day cliché yeah?..i know...i wont say her posts were what attracted me to her because i cant say specifically what really got my attention.somehow somehow we found our way into each other's dm (direct message)...
Ariana and i gradually began to know eachother and not a day went by that we don't chat or talk on phone.... Ariana is an amazing girl and has never been rude to me,not even until today.
Knowing Ariana so well means understanding her mood...being close to her made it easy for me to detect even the slightest change in ther tone of her voice...."what could be wrong?what is Ariana hiding from me?why did she hang up on me?"....i asked myself as i dropped the phone on the the sit next to me...."Aryan lafiya (are you ok)?'....my friend Fouad asked...."not really?Ariana just did something she has never done before and i know this is so unlike her"....i answered sounding pretty worried.
"Aryan the way you and this girl are going isn't healthy for you both"....Fouad said...."what do you mean?".....i asked curiously..."see how furious you are just because she hung up on you".....Fouad said....."yes because its so unlike her"....i answered....."noooo...thats not it..whatever is going on between you and her just know there's Yusriah".....Fouad said and i smirked.
"are you serious?what has Yusriah got to do with any of this?".....i asked looking confused...."she is your girlfriend and you should rememeber that"....Fouad said...
"Ariana is my friend..my best friend and thats all"....i said laughing....."oh yeaa...ni kuma fah? (what about me?)....your idiot?".....Fouad said and i bursted into laugher..."Chill dude...your are my brother"....i said to make him feel better.
I dropped off  Fouad at home and headed straight home... dialing Ariana's number was the first thing i did immediately i got to my room...Even after seeing several missed calls from Yusriah, the first person that crossed my mind was Ariana...."hello"....i said immediately she answered the phone..."Bellz whats wrong?".....i said immediately after...
"nothing fah...i just had a bad and want to be left alone thats all"....she said bluntly...."want to talk about it?"....i asked nicely..."No"...she replied..."i have to go...Allah ya tashe mu lafiya  (May Allah wake us in good health)"....she said..."Amin"....i replied and she hung up immediately i answered.
The more i try to understand life the harder it gets for me....My phone rang and that drove me out of my wild thoughts of Ariana....."Yusriah"....i said immediately i answered....."bakaga missed ena bane (didn't you see my missed call)"....she asked immediately...."haba ( oh no) Yusriah...we haven't talked all day, i know i should have called you back immediately i saw your missed call but atleast kya bari mu gaisa kaffin ki juye mun wuta (atleast say hello before complaining)"......i said sounding depressed.
"if you wanted to say hello you would have called back when you saw my missed calls"....she added...."i'm sorry...how was your day?"....i asked trying to be manly....."qalau ( fine)..."....she said bluntly....."what would you be doing tomorrow?"....she asked..."nothing much just going to work and straight home after that"....i replied...."ohk great, dama wanted to know so  ill ask you to pick me on your way back from work to a friend's...would you be able to take me by home by like 10pm?"....she said sounding so controlling...
"Allah ya kaimu (may Allah make us witness it)"...i said relunctantly...."toh"...she said and hung up without even bothering to say thank you or atleast Amin.
I tossed my phone aside and pondered over what Fouad said ealier on...May be there's more to my relationship with Ariana than friendship....but even if there is.....i wouldn't blame myself...Ariana is everything i want and more....Yusriah is just so complicated and i wish i met Ariana first, but even if i did she has a boyfriend and could possibly never feel the same way i do...
"oh my Allah....choose what is best for me"....i said falling onto my bed.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 6

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 6

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Sometimes life fails us,or may be we fail ourselves, or may be our hearts fail us,because sometimes we sort after what we might not have no matter how hard we try, because its what makes us humans.

Sometimes i sit down and i tell myself the truth, or ask myself questions on what might be the truth....I dont know what life has in store for Fawwaz and i, but i know deep down in me i want us to end up together....irrespective of how i feel or might feel about Aryan..

"I told you you are in trouble"....Isra repeated...."Why do you think so?".....I asked not knowing if the words actually came out of my very own mouth or not....

"Did you realise you could possibly have feelings for Aryan?".....Isra said looking so serious and i couldnt help but laugh out loud...

"What.....have feelings for Aryan....he's my bestfriend"......i said laughing and Isra's face still looked so serious......"who are try so hard to convince?...me or yourself"......Isra said raising a brow...

"Just know what you are doing Ariana...you have a bf,he has a gf...dont get yourself into something you can't get out without getting hurt".....Isra said sounding so serious...

"Ok now I'm confused....what exactly do you mean?".....I asked looking so confused.....

"Ari you might fall for him if you haven't fallen already....but have you thought of what you will do if he doesn't love you back??That would be you breaking your own heart".....Isra said.

The look on Isra's face could totally tell how serious she was...my heart became so heavy i could literally feel the bitterness in my throat as i tried hard to swallow the lump in my throat....

"Come here you two".....Dr Azza said taking me off my thoughts......"Let this be the first and last time you would disrupt my class or you would keep taking my course from now till thy kingdom come...are we clear?"....She said with so much arrogance in her voice and left without waiting for any reply from either one of us.

"Na you sabi".....Isra said eyeing Dr Azza after she left...."Our next class is about to start...lets go".....Isra said dragging me along.

My mind was never in anything i did after that...The whole day seemed like a time machine to me..Like i was moving through time without even realising it...."Could Isra be right?Could all she said really happen?Do i really have feelings for Aryan?If i do would he love me back?....How about Fawwaz my bf and Yusriah his gf?".....I asked myself all the these questions as i sat on my bed feeling lifeless and sad...

The phone's ringtone was what brought me back to life...."Hey Aryan i said"....Sounding sad......"wow...Whats wrong with you?".....Aryan asked immediately...."Nothing fah...I'm fine"....I replied...."No you are not....you called me Aryan".....He said laughing a bit....

"Well isnt that your name?".....I said un-aware of how those words got out of my mouth......"You never call me by my name...What happened to calling me Evil spawn today?"....Aryan asked curiously...

"Aryan I'm really not in the mood...i need to go".....i said with so much attitude......"Ok Ari rest a bit i ll call you after Ishaa prayer may be by then you would be better,even if you are not my voice would make you feel better yeah??".....Aryan said...."No need...goodnight kawai".....i said and hung up without waiting for a reply..

I couldn't shake off the feeling of what could happen and how right Isra really was...."Oh my Allah....what do i do?...I love our friendship....as much as i think we are nothing but bffs,my heart knows there's more".....I whispered to myself as i slowly fell asleep.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 5

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 5

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

No encounter is a waste,if it did teach you how to grow,it atleast thought something you needed to grow.

"Who is the second loser mah?".....Isra said trying to remember....."Mummy mummy".....i said and we both laughed out loud....."Yes...Mummy mummy idiot en nan".....Isra said...."Language".....i said rolling my eyes at her.

"Whatever....You dumped him...who cares what i call him...Anyway...tell more".....Isra said and i laughed.

"Well that's both annoying and funny....."i said and my phone started to ring....."Of all the times for Evil Spawn to call it had to be now".....Isra said angrily.

"May be ma bashi bane (it isnt him)"....i said searching for my phone in my bag...."I can swear and hope to die its him"....Isra said angrily...."Ai kuwa (yea it is)"....i said smiling at my phone.

"Dump him already too".....Isra yelled...."Not my boyfriend".....i yelled back...

"Back to you"....i said walking back to Isra...."What he dumped you already ?".....Isra asked trying to sound sarcastic...

"Said would call back later".....i said sitting down....."Ku kuka sani dai (its you both that know)".....Isra said...."Oya tell me"....Isra added.

"yea mummy mummy".....I said sitting up right...."I met him through a friend,at first we were just friends...and then he started telling me what kind of wife he wanted and I qualify for all he was looking for in a wife...i was 18..I laughed and said 'dude...I'm 18 Waye zai mun aure yanxu?....besides you are actually not my type'".....i said mimicking the voice I actually used then and Isra laughed out like there was no tomorrow.

"Baki da kyau kawata (You wicked my friend".....Isra said giving me a high five...."So how did you fall for the loser"....Isra asked....

"C'mon he isnt a loser....just someone it never worked out with....i disliked him at first but with time i got to know the kind of person he was...unlike most guys i know wallahi he is so nice,so gentle,so patient....he just talks about his mum wayyyyyhh too much.....Mummy this mummy that...and when he approached his mum with our relationship she declined...saying he had to earn a Master's degree first....i have never been a fan of distant relationships so i knew i had to end it with him....he felt the same way because he knew even after his Masters his mum would still choose a wife for him...he didn't quite figure out how to tell me because he really loved me,but I understood and it made me respect him even more for choosing to honor his mother's wish and i told him i was over him and he could go for all i cared....i didnt want him to, but I pretended it didn't matter whether he left or not because i wanted to make it easy for him....i knew his mum never liked me....and so i broke up with him and surprisingly walahi i felt relieved, i felt light like nothing happened"......I concluded with a sigh...

"Respect him for what??for the fact that he didn't stand up for what he wanted?for you?for your love?"......Isra said angrily.....

"He was just obeying his mum".....I said calmly....."See this one....i hope that wasn't you being gullible....how sure are that his mum was the brain behind all of  that shit and not him???may be ma his mum never knew you existed"....Isra said and i laughed out loud..

"She knew...because severally when we were on the phone I'd hear her saying 'baku da aiki sai waya (dont you have other things to do)...ita Ariana take ko wa bata aiki ne a gidansu??bata taya mamanta girki ne sai aiki waya (doesn't she help her mother with house chores?) oya get off that phone and go to the ATM for me'....He always apologized for it but eventually immediately his mum comes with her tantrums when we are talking on phone he simply ended the call so i didn't have to hear what she has to say"......i said sadly...

"Ayyah...har ya ban tausayi (i pity him).....Some mothers mah sai a slow fah".....Isra said...

"Destiny....she was the obstacle Allah placed in our paths so we wouldn't be together because Allah has bigger plans for me...he gave me Fawwaz....If i had married him i would have met Fawwaz and I definitely wouldn't have met evil spawn".....i said.....Smiling broadly....

"So Evil Spawn is not more important than Fawwaz?"......Isra asked raising a brow......

"Aryan....dont call him Evil Spawn that name is for me alone".....i said trying to avoid her question.

"Okay whatever but you still haven't answered my question".....Isra said looking at me suspiciously...

"They are both important to me....Aryan is my bestfriend,Fawwaz is my boyfriend....they both mean a lot to me".....I said calmly...

"I know they both do,but dole akwai wanda yafi wani (but one has to be more important than the other....So explain".....Isra said looking too serious....

"Aryan is always there for me,he listens to my crap,consoles me when i cry,advise me when i need it, reminds of my deen and how to accept Qadr,he just is the best of the best friends i have ever had".....I said with so much enthusiasm...

"And Fawwaz"....Isra asked.....

"Is my boyfriend".....i said...

"Thats it?Fawwaz is your boyfriend and thats it???"......

At that point....i got stuck on what to tell Isra....She is persistent and oh my Allah so annoying , but i know she means well...at that point I just lost my voice..

"Ariana....you are in trouble".....Isra said looking so serious and my heart skipped a beat..

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