MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 19

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURENA) Episode 19

***Phateemah Taheer***

I have been in bed unable to sleep.I have tried all sorts of things but sleep still wouldnt come.All i can think about right now is Adnan.Adnan is one of the few people i know in this selfish world who know how to really care for somebody other than themselves....Losing Aisar is the worse thing that has ever happened to me.I tried for months to forget Aisar but i just couldnt.I met Adnan just two weeks ago and all i can think about now is him,All i can think about now is his smile,his giggle,his dimple,his jokes,his silver hakorin makkah,his ever perfect caftan,his everything.

I picked up my phone to call Adnan but it is 2.30am already....."I cant call him now,he must be asleep.But why do i feel so desperate to talk to him,so eager to hear his voice....Why did i hang up on him?".......i said to my self and threw my phone on the bed..."Oh God,why do i feel like this"......i said to myself standing up from the bed and started pacing from the window to the mirror,then i heard my phone ring....

I immediately ran to my bed to see who could be calling at this time of the night.....I turned my phone from being upside down only to see Adnan calling.....My heart skipped several beats,but i have to pick,i just have to......"Hello".....i said answering the call......"Hello Ayooshie,sorry i woke you up".....Adnan said sounding pitiful......"It's ok.".....i said pretending like i really was sleeping...."Is anything wrong?".....i asked sounding confused....."Noooo"......Adnan said not sure....."Noo?".....i asked......"Ayooshie wallahi i cant sleep.You sounded angry because of the iphone and me pitying you and i feel like i hurt you in one way or the other"......Adnan said....."i wasn't angry and i don't need your pity,or anybody elses".....i said angry by the fact that he mentioned pity....."I know.Wallahi i do,and i wish i didnt take the wrong approach.I wouldnt have given the Iphone if i had known it would hurt you.I know by calling or talking to you i am probably making you more angry than i did before.Ayooshie i am so sorry thats all i called to say.Go back to sleep and have a nice night".....Adnan said and hung up.

I kept holding my phone for about 2minutes before i finally dropped it on the bed and slammed into my pillow.....What have i done,what did i just do?I was dying to pick up my phone and call him and he called and i was rude to him.He is only trying to help,only trying to make me feel less pain and i shoved him off.No one has cared for me this way since Aisar and now i finally have that and i just threw it away....."I have to apologise to him.I really have to".....i said to myself and picked up my phone and dialed his number.....My heart kept beating in threes as the phone kept ringing and no answer.....I dialled again and my call got rejected....I dialed again and it was switched off....I know he is angry and he has every right to be....I wonder what i am going to do now.I pushed away someone who has been nothing but nice to me over stupid reasons and now he is angry...dama ance ka iya jan zaran ka,ko kuma ya tsinke.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 18

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURENA) Episode 18
     ***Phateemah Taheer***

I stood there shocked,as shocked as Umma was and watched as Mandy took out the phone from the pack and switched it on....."Yaya Aisha who is this guy dan Allah,so guys this generous still exist?"......Mandy said busy going through the phone....."Aisha nifa i don't understand.Which Adnan gave you this?".....Umma asked looking shocked and almost speechless......"Umma Adnan din Hajiya.He brought out the sourvenirs from the boot,har na juyo zan shigo then he handed me this wai he has been wanting to give it to me dama".....I said looking shocked and surprised..

"Ni i dont understand.How can someone you are meeting for the second time after the first time you met at the wedding just come and gift you a phone worth 200,000 plus".....Umma said sounding so concerned and completely caught off guard........"This is the forth time Adnan and i are actually meeting.Umma kin manta ranar da kuke je biki he came here to bring his sister's wedding invitation and i was the only one at home.So after i collected the IV cards he gave me his phone in saka mishi Abba's number,but mistakenly it slipped from my hand and the screen smashed in right there.I paniced because i know na bata mishi waya,but he stood there laughing.i offered to get it fixed and pay but yaqi and rather insisted in bashi phone number ena,and na bashi because it was the least i could then,then the second time we met was at the dinner,sai kuma yau sau biyu,earlier daxu da rana and kuma yanxu".......i said fast and breathless and Umma just kept looking at me with stern eyes......

"I still don't understand why he will give you an iphone 6 plus just like  that"......Umma said....."Nima dai i dont understand".....i said....."Who cares why he gave her,the fact is he gave her,ni dama ranar dinner i noticed the way he was staring at you,his mind wasnt focused on the road kwata kwata har sister dinshi talked to him and asked why he wasnt focused...ashe akwai wata a kasa".....Mandy said and Umma smiled and looked at me and made her usually "Hmmm"...sound when she is suspicious of something......"Anyways,ni if you dont want the phone i will gladly take it,dama almost all the girls in my class iphone suke using,and thank God mun gama level 2 yanxu level 3 zamu shiga,so its as if my luck is shining and i ll resume school with a new phone"......Mandy said being completely serious....."Good night girls".....Umma said smiling and left us there,me still standing in shock and Mandy in admiration of my new phone...."Mallama give me i am feeling sleepy".....i said to Mandy snatching the phone from her and picking up the pack containing the charger and earpiece and went straight to my room.

I got to my room still relunctant to look at the phone.All i can think about is why Adnan gave me this,why would he give me this after i smashed his phone's screen...I dropped the phone on the bed and picked up my phone to check the time only to see 3missed calls from an unknown number and decided to call back....."Hello".....i said and waited for the person to respond....."Ayooshie,i thought you'd be asleep by now mah"......Adnan said....."Oh,its you"....i said not too surprised...."Yes who else calls you Ayooshie?".....Adnan asked full of jokes....."yea no one.Can i ask you a question?"......i said sounding a bit off......"No need.I know what you want to ask me why i gave you the phone right?".....Adnan said so calmly....."yes".....i said......"well after the incident at your house that day,i took my phone for repair and the repairer said it will take about 10days to repair it because phone din isnt much a gari so babu  scrap and baa fara bringing spare parts of the phone into the country bah,so it will take a while for him to get it.I went back home after meeting with the repairer and i was super bored through out the night because i wasnt used to being away from my phone,the feeling got worse the next day,so i decided to buy a new one kawai on the third day ,and i did.Immediately i bought the phone my repairer called me to tell me my phone had been repaired,and there was no way i could return the new one i bought,so i decided to give the new one  to you".....Adnan said and said nothing else after that.....

"why did you choose to give it to me and not to your sisters or someone important to you?".....i demanded to know because i was still confused......"Ayooshie,i know we recently met,and i know this shouldnt be coming from me now,but from the moment i met you,i have not been able to get your thoughts off my mind.And me giving you an iphone 6 plus isnt because of how i feel about you.".....Adnan said sounding so sweet and sincere....."then why did you give it to me?".....i asked softly....."Ayooshie,after i came that first day that we met,i told my mum i met you and i showed her how  much i like you after meeting you just for the first time and she told me everything about you,and the tragedy that befell you on your wedding day.For some reasons i just started feeling drawn towards you.There and then i made a promise to myself to please you in whatever way i can.i know i cant change what happened to you or erase the memory of it,but i will do all i can to atleast make it hurt a little less".....Adnan said and i felt tears filling up my eyes....."Thank you so much.i really appreciate your concern,but i can't take this gift,i just can't".....i said with tears in my eyes....."But why?".....Adnan asked....."I have no reason,just that this is too much of a gift for me to accept.I will send our driver to return it to you gobe.thanks once again".....i said and hung up.

All my life,i have never met a person half as close to Aisar as Adnan.He jokes like him,talks like him,and most importantly he has humility and love of humanity like Aisar.As much as i like Adnan i can't let this go any further.I can't be with someone who will always remind me of my Aisar.I am trying so hard to forget Aisar,not because its been long enough or because people say i have to,but because My Aisar would want me to....Adnan probably doesnt even have real feelings for me,just pity.And i dont want to be with a person who pities my predicament and reminds me of Aisar so much,thats ga duka ga zagi.I wish it could work because i really do like Adnan alot more than i can explain,but this can't happen.We can't happen.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 17

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURE) Episode 17

I strolled out in the cold night to the drive way to find Adnan standing beside his car leaning on the driver's door....."Sallamualaikum".....i said innoncently......"Waalaikisallam".....he replied smiling....."Ayooshie,we have met again.twice in one day"....He said smiling endlessly and looking straight at me......"yea i guess".....i said not sure if that is what i should have said......"why don't you smile ne wai?i dont think i have ever seen you smiling before".....he said looking at me with his eyes full of questions......"thats because we hardly know eachother and there is nothing to smile about at this moment"......i said looking at my feet......

"Well we hardly know eachothe because you wont let me know you and i have no idea why"......Adnan said a little disappointed......"Well i guess".....i replied......"You know i was scared to call the day i collected you number.Eachtime i try to take the number you wrote out of my pocket fear of rejection over comes me eventually mah dai i lost the number when my clothes were taken to the laundry along with your number in the pocket.And i had no way of getting you number even after i repaired my phone and i couldnt come back here to ask for your number again before the first time you gave me it was as a payment for smashing my phone so you dont owe me anything.".....Adnan said and i felt so relieved.I kept thinking about why he didnt call and finally here is the reason......"Well lucky you"....was all i could utter....."Unlucky me dai".....he said full of smiles and for the first time i noticed his white hakorin maka......

"Anyways dare yayi and Umma is waiting for me.She said you have a message for her from your mum"......I said looking into the car to see if i could see the sourvenirs......"Yea yea hakane,i almost got lost in your pretty face.".....he said and i blushed and smiled a little......."let me get it for you,but before then Ayooshie your number again please".....Adnan said pleading....."You lost it once so if i give you you will lose it again"......i said wishing i could just give him the number already but not so fast,sai na dan jaah aji........"I wont this time in shaa Allah"......he said pulling his two ears a little the way indians door when pleading,may be he is a fan of indian series too,and yes i noticed his rings,oh i am a fan of guys who wear Silver rings with broad stone irin like Azurfa......."Ok ok,lemme have your phone".....i said laughing and extending my hand.......

"Thank you so much Ayooshie nah".....he said and my veins nearly jumped out of my skin....."Here is Umma's package".....he said handing me a very big gift bag which he took out from the boot......"ok thanks".....i said and was about to leave....."Wait,i have something for you".....he said and entered his car ,took out something wrapped like a box and handed it to me....."Whats this?".....i asked collecting it and the smiling......"Its something i should have given to you a while back if i hadnt misplaced your number".....Adnan said with a smile....."Thank you".....i said wondering what was inside....."you are welcome.good night".....he said and took out his phone to take a picture of me,totally caught me unaware...."What was that for".....i asked laughing....."To save your contact with your picture mana and remember the first time i am actually having a conversation with you".....he said gave me a wink and left.I headed into the house when his car was out of sight and out through the gate.

I enetered the parlor to find Umma dozing off already....."Haba Aisha,daga karbo Sako".....Umma said with red eyes as a result of her little nap......"Sorry wallahi ya cika ni da surutu ne".....i said and handed her the bag of sourvenirs......"What is that you are holding".....Umma asked....."I dont know wallahi,Adnan gave it to me wai as a present".....i said while unwrapping it....."Who is Adnan?"......Mandy asked looking up away from her phone immediately she heard his name....."Let me open it,looks like you are stuck".....Mandy said and snatched the gift from my hand......."Wayyo Allah nah"......Mandy shouted....."Abeg who is this Adnan guy".....She said again half way through opening the wrapping paper....."Why are you screaming?".....i looked at her in wonder and so did Umma....."Wayyo Allah nah.Yaya Aisha iphone 6 plus ce wallahi".....Mandy said and i stood up immediately from where i was sitting and so did Umma.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 16

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURENA) Episode 16
 
         ***Phateemah Taheer***
Adnan kept pressing his phone and talking,some how i felt his gaze on my me,but the moment i lift up my eyes to actually look at him,i see him pressing his phone....."Ayooshie sounds a bit more funny".....Adnan said laughing a little....."So my name is funny?".....i said not finding it funny with my facial expression displaying that i really wasnt finding it funny....."Not you name.You Ayooshie isnt you name ae".....Adnan said trying to be smart....."Yea right my name is Aisha".....i said....."So how is your phone?Repaired yet?"......i asked sounding apologetic....."Yea,its been over two weeks ai,cant survive that long without my phone".....Adnan said......

"Good for you.I am so sorry once again.Anyways Umma said i should bring you this and i have,so bye i guess".....i said dropping the tray on the flower pouch close to his foot which was out of the car while his remaining body was inside the car.....

"why not stay a little lets chat".....Adnan said looking straight at me and dropping his phone on the other seat....."Chat about what?".....i asked looking so serious now......."Anything.About you".....Adnan said throwing that killing smile that displays his dimples......"bye".....I said and left with a smile....I was almost half way into the house when i noticed Adnan staring at me in wonder and may be in shock too.

"Sallamualaikum".....i said while entering the parlor....."Waalaikisallam".....Umma and Adnan's mum both replied while standing....."Tohm see you some other time i should go yanxu yamma nayi".....Adnan's mum said....."Thanks alot i will visit very soon".....Umma said and they headed out still chatting...I sat in the parlor to watch Silver Lining on Zee world since it was 5pm already....

Umma came back in about 15minutes later...."Kai kai Hajiya kenan,our chats never end".....Umma said with full fleshed smile and sat down.Till the end of that Episode of silver lining i had no idea where i was...I zoomed off thinking about Adnan and how very handsome he looked today.His white Caftan looked so expensive irin shegun gezners din nan,the embroidery was a sight to behold....and yea his black Dara(Cap) omg....He just looked breath-taking from head to toe.

I just can't stop wondering why i ditched talking about me with him,may be its because i am a girl of class and he should know that.I like Adnan,i really do,but atleast i am still the same me,the same Jan aji kinda girl and i want to maintain that balance even with him,even though i like sosai.

I finished preparing dinner and sat down to watch yet another Episode of another series on Zee world "king of hearts" when Umma strolled into the parlor from Abba's parlor in her nightie......"Yaran gidan nan you have no other station sae zee world ne wae?".....Umma complained as usually.Which is something she does all the time before sitting down to join us and keep asking question about who is who in the movie and who is doing what or who is the hero and who is the villian....."this couple are still not back together?".....Umma asked referring to Roshni and Siddarth....."Tukuna dai but i know eventually they will".....i replied not looking at Umma....."Dama India aikin kenan love love love,India adai yi soyayya"....Umma said and i bursted out in hot laughter....."Anyways,Hajiya sent Adnan with Sourvenirs for the wedding.Kinsan we didnt collect ranar kamu and ranar dinner dare yayi and she forgot to bring them along daxu when she came,he's outside naji Musa maigadi has opened the gate.....My heart started racing again as i relunctantly stood up to go get my hijab.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 15

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURENE) Episode 15

    ***Phateemah Taheer***
It's been four days since the wedding and still no phone call from Adnan.I have been hoping he would call but nothing."Why then was he staring at me,stealing glances and full of smiles?".......I said to myself while pacing up and down in my room....."Even if he misplaced the number I gave him he should have collected it from Zainab because his eyes were fixed on me and I am very sure he saw me exchanging numbers with her at the dinner".....I said to myself again still pacing up and down in my bum short and tank top....."May be I am making up all of this up in my head,who the hell does he think he is anyways?"......I said sitting on the bed and crossing my legs......"Who the hell does who think he is? ".....Mandy asked entering my room the usual way,without knocking ....." Mandy wallahi I am not in the mood Dan Allah free me...."Do you know you have not been in the mood to respond to my sarcasm and jokes for days now?"......Mandy said sounding suspicious....

I just kept looking at her not sure what to say to her to cover her suspicions....."Anyway Umma is calling you"....Mandy said and I stood up and headed towards the door....."Are you going out in these clothes?".....Mandy said and started laughing...."and what's so funny?plus what is wrong with what I am wearing Ai cikin gida ne bawae fita zanyi bah".....I said looking at her daga kasa zuwa Sama....."If you want to go like this feel free,but just so you know Matar Abokin Abba nan Alhaji Muddasir Wanda muka je biki daughter dinta last week is here with her son".....Mandy said and left  looking at me from head to toe......

The thought of Adnan being here made my heart beat in thousands...I immediately opened my closet to go through my clothes....."oh my God,what do I wear? ".....I said to myself pushing my hair backward.....I immediately decided to wear Irin Long Hijab din nan mai hannu nan..

I got to the parlor and met Umma and Adnan's mum laughing and clapping,while Adnan was pressing his phone,probably chatting with his girlfriend....." Omg,why haven't I thought about this before,may be he has a girlfriend and he is keeping his distance because he is trying to be faithful to her".....I thought forgetting where I was....."Aisha".....Adnan's mum said looking at me...."Naam,ina yini"...I said sitting at her feet....."Lafiya ya kike ya gajiyar biki?"....Adnan's mum said....."Lafiya qalau".....I said shyly looking at the centre carpet......"Ina yini"....I finally said to Adnan....."Lafiya qalau,ya kike".....Adnan said throwing me that smile and that dimple that makes me shiver......"Lafiya qalau"....I replied still not looking at him...."Mummy I will wait in the car".....Adnan said and stood up to leave.

I just couldn't stop staring at him as he left.i felt like i was disappearing right where I sat....Umma and Adnan's mum kept talking about things I wasn't interested in for about 5minutes before Umma finally spoke to me....."Adnan bai Sha komai bah,Aisha kamai ruwa da Dan Abu mai Sanyi mana".....Umma said and once again my heart kept beating faster than it should.

I held the tray which carried an hour glass like glass cup,a pack of hollandia youghurt and Faro water and walked diligently towards Adnan who was sitted in the car,with one door open and still pressing his phone....."Sallamualaikum"....i said upon reaching the door of his car....."Waalaikisallam,Ayooshie".....he said looking up at me and smiling....."You know my name is Aisha right?"....i said to him still holding the tray......"I know but ae Aisha can be called Ayoosh".....he said smiling with his dimple super exposed....."Yea but Ayooshie is different from Ayoosh ae"....i said still not looking anywhere close to his eyes even though at that second i could hear my heart pounding hard in my chest

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 14

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURE NA) Episode 14

****Phateemah Taheer****

In life you want things to happen so badly,like in the movies,but when they actually do happen,they leave you in an awkward state...That is exactly what i am feeling right here,right now,standing right outside Adnan's car not sure if to enter or not....."Yaya what are you waiting for,kowa fah ya tafi,lets go mana".....Mandy said again and i opened the back door....."adjust let me sit with you girls".....i said not sure if that was the rational thing to do or say......"How can you sit with us here when the front sit is completely empty?".....Mandy said raising a brow and giving me a wink...

I closed the back door and opened the front door.I just couldnt get myself to get into the car....."Ayooshie c'mon enter lets go dan Allah its getting really late"....Adnan said giving me that charming smile that makes every nerve in my body stop functioning.I finally summorned the courage and got into the car without looking at him at all...

The road ride was a bit slow because the event centre is located in a government restricted area(GRA) and thus alot of bump were constructed for security reasons.I felt like i was sinking into the seat especially when the romantic songs started filling the air with words like....."Forever seems like a long time but nothing seems like a long time when i am with you,i feel like i am walking on water since the day that i asked your father to let go of his daughter,so give me your blessings sir i ll give her all that i have got,doesnt look like much but it sure feels like a lot,let her.....take my heart and take my hand,take my heart and take my hand,take my heart and take my hand again and again right where we stand".....those words went straight to my heart like they were coming from Adnan's.

I could feel his gaze on me when the female vocals came on....."i never really know what love is,but whatever it is i feel it in your kiss.....you are acting like somebody planned it all i feel right where i belong and this all weak,my heart is strong,so give me your love i ll give all i have got,no we dont have much but it sure feels like alot,so take my heart and take my hand"......

I was definitely not comfortable with his stare....."Yaya,why are your eyes off the road".....Zainab,Adnan's younger sister said......"are they?".....Adnan asked feeling a litte embarrased and i looked down at my laps  only to notice i was sitted in a tilted way.I tried hard to get the courage to move to the middle of the seat and sit comfortably but i just couldnt.Car seats sometimes have this effect  of making funny embarrasing noises when you adjust on them so i just maintaned my calm.

We got to the Venue after about 30 minutes drive.Mandy who was sitting right behind me opened the door and Zainab who was sitted right behind Adnan also opened the door on her side and they all got down.I tried hard to open my door but for some reasons it got stuck...I whined down the glass to tell Mandy to help me out but they were all already too far from me heading towards the entrance of the wedding hall....."Oh no"....i said and sighed and just about then Adnan opened the door for me and for some reasons i couldnt take my eyes off him....."Get down mana Ayooshie,why are looking at me kamar zan sace ki".....Adnan said jokingly with full grid smile....."Thank you"...... i said as i got out of the car.

"So how have you been?".....Adnan asked as we walked towards the entrance......"Fine"......I replied focused on where i am going to....

I kept waiting for him to say something else,but he kept mute har muka kai bakin hall en.I sighted my sisters and Adnan's sisters sitted at a table and decided to join them...."Why are you quiet?".....Zainab asked me...."Wallahi ba komai"....i said with a smile...."aa kedai,or it is because only our parents are familiar with each other and we are not?".....Zainab said smiling again....."Aah wallahi,kawai dai i am usually reserved dama".....i said smiling back...."yea i guess.Anyways ya kamata muma mu zama friends just like our parents zumunci nada dadi"....Zainab said sounding very friendly......"Yea you are very right".....i said filled with smiles and we both exchanged phone numbers and gisted for minutes about the schools we attended the hell we are facing as corpers,yes she is also a corper,she is also 21years old but she studied political science contrary to my microbiology.We flow like we have known each other for like ever.We stopped talking when it was time to dance and my shyness just couldnt let me get off my seat especially when i noticed Adnan sitting adjacent to me and staring at me.I pretended not to feel his gaze and kept playing with my phone's screen.

It was 10pm and time to go home.We stepped out of the hall along with so many other guests who were all leaving at about the same time.I kept opening my wide eyes to search for Adnan but he seems nowhere to be found.I wish i could stay till i got a voluntary explaination from him as to why he didnt call me,but why would i ask him,its not as if he is my boyfriend or something,and oh i love my class,he is something i just cant stop making up in my head but screw crush i love myself respect.The day ended not how i expected it to.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 13

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURE) Episode 13

   ***Phateemah Taheer***

Just like yesterday,I am also having a difficult time today deciding on what to wear.The only difference is yesterday the Zeal,the motivation and desire to get ready was there,today its totally absent.

I opened my wardrobe and stood there looking at my hanged clothes,not sure what would suit me and my mood,my angry mood.The funniest thing is i have no idea why i am angry,but it has to do with my expectations and disappointment of yesterday....."still haven't decided?".....Mandy said entering my room fully dressed....."Yea,still haven't decided fah"....i said still looking at my clothes....."Since when did deciding on what to wear become so hard for you?"...Mandy said sitting on my bedside drawer....."Since i lost the interest in going to the wedding".....i said speaking from my heart.

"But why?".....Mandy asked....."Why what?"....i asked pretending not to know what she meant......"Anyways,Umma tace muna sallar magrib zamu tafi".....Mandy said and left..."What do i wear?".....i said to myself pulling my hair from front backwards,clear sign of confusion and stress.

I finally decided to wear a dark grey silky fitted gown with shiny spears all over with a dark grey silky head rap to match.I wore stud earrings and choker for a necklace.I applied nude makebup and all thanks to my eight weeks Make-up school lessons,i look wow.I finally decided to wear my vintage heels,my channel chain hand bag and i was set to go.I have no desire to be better than anyone today or impress anyone,not even Adnan who i currently care less about.I want to feel good about myself and that is all that matters to me.

"Let's go".....i said immediately i got to the parlor and headed out without stopping to look at anyone....."Whats with the attitude?".....Mandy asked stepping out of the house...."Nothing,yau ba kowa zan kula bah,you are fortunate mah i am talking to you".....i said to her jokingly....."You know i hate complementing you to prevent your head from getting any bigger than it is,amma ba karya kinyi kyau yau".....Mandy said looking at me from head to toe and stepping into the car before i could reply....."Nasani ae"....i said as i watched Umma get into the car and started it waiting for me to enter.

We got to the house after about 30 minutes drive,and i must admit the house is superb from the exterior,i wonder what the interior will look like...."Aren't you getting out of the car?"....Mandy asked peeping into the car through the window....."Sannun ku da zuwa".....Adnan's mum said before we entered the main house and we all greeted her in Unison...."Yauwa Uwar Amarya,sannu da taro"...Umma said...."I have been waiting for you,its almost 8pm,the dinner is about to start,everyone has left,just a few people left,your passes are here,mu tafi Venue en right away koh?"....Adnan's mum said looking restless.

"Do you have space in your car for three of my other friends,the drivers have gone to drop other people and i don't they are coming back till after the dinner and i don't want to leave them here and join you in your car kinsan mutane sai suji ba dadi and babu mai kaisu".....Adnan's mum said looking worried and confused..

An empty car immediately drove into the large compound there and then,i kept squeezing my eyes to see who the saver of the day could be....."Yauwa Adnan is back,his younger sisters are inside getting the sourvenirs in order,an yau ya wahala i dont want to have to make him go through the trouble of going and coming back for them".....Adnan's mum said looking confused yet again....."Why not mu manya mu tafi in my car,let the Kids go in and wait for the remaining girls then Adnan will drop them all of together".....Umma said and my heart kept beating 20 beats per second....."Yauwa,nice idea".....Adnan's mum said smiling......"Sallam alaikum,Ina yini".....Adnan said squating before Umma....."Lafiya qalau Adnan".....umma replied looking at him and smiling so hard....."Alright,we will be on our way,sai kun taho".....Adnan's mum said and they all got into Umma's car and left leaving us standing there......"Maryam ku fito mu tafi".....Adnan said to someone on the phone and went back to sit in the Car....."Didnt he see me?Why did he even atleast say hi to me?Why do i even care".....i said to myself and watched as his sister got out of the house and headed for the car while i stood there lost in my thoughts.

"Yaya let's go mana"....mandy called out to me from inside the car where they were all seated....I headed towards the car only to see the back seat filled up with my two sisters and Adnan's two sisters and the front seat empty....."Shigo mana Ayooshie,let's go"....Adnan said and gave me a wink and super cute smile revealing his perfectly white set of teeth and my heart immediately skipped a beat.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 12

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURE NA) Episode 12

    ****Phateemah Taheer****

Not long after we got to the event centre,the bridal shower came to an end,though i must confess everything was on point,the buffet,the decoration,the music,the food,the sourvenirs,every single thing was just so on point.

Ever had that feeling before going to a wedding where you feel like you will be the best dressed guess,like every one will look at you immediately you arrive at the Venue,like the whole world would stop moving when you set foot at the venue and your foot steps and body language will rhyme with the music???Yea that was how i was feeling before reaching the venue,but on getting to the venue my expectations changed.I felt like i was among the least of people to be looked at because just like everything else,even the girls at the event are so on point."Allah yayi mata a duniya".....i said...."Eh mana,you thought you will be the centre of attention koh?...don't worry i thought so too"....Mandy said and muka kwashe da dariya,koh ince yaqe....."Shiyasa fah its wrong for girls to invite their bfs to this kind of event,wallahi he will hango wata sharp sharp"......Mandy said....."gaskiya kam,its been long i went to any wedding".....i said a little bit sad......"If you plan on hada A.P better cancel because when he comes he will hango wata".....Mandy said and for real hankalina ya tashi.

"How will Adnan even notice me in this crowd of more than a hundred fine,pretty,endowed and well dressed girls".....i said silently to myself....."did you say something?".....Mandy asked......"Nop,not at all".....i replied....."Aisha ku taso mu tafi,its almost magrib".....Umma said before Mandy could open her mouth to say more words to frustrate me.

We all got up and made our way to the car when Umma stopped to talk to someone...."Don't tell me you are going already,haba mana".....the woman said to Umma...."Wallahi,its almost Magrib ae,Aisha ku gaisa with the bride's mother".....Umma said and my heart skipped a beat...."Adnan's mum".....i said whispering...."What?".....Mandy asked....."Ina yini?".....i said shyly kamar wata sabuwar amarya...."Lafiya Aisha,Allah sarki Aisha,i know you wont recognise me dama because the last time we met was lokacin tragedy en bikin ki a year ago,Allah ya jikan shi".....She said tapping me on my shoulder and hugging me...."Ameen nagode".....i said with a tiny voice....."Amma dai you can't go yanzu gaskiya,atleast anjuma kadan then you will go"......Adnan's mum said....."I wish we could stay,amma we have to go and cook for Alhaji,kar a mun kishiya".....Umma said and they both laughed and clapped....."Its ok,amma you will attend the Wedding Dinner gobe?"....Adnan's mum asked......"In shaa Allah".....Umma said...."Ok tohm,gate pass din is at home kuma wallahi,i will send Adnan with it later tonight".....She said and again my heart skipped a beat...."Adnan will come to our house tonight?".....i said to my self and smiled like a clown....My mum and Adnan's mum exchanged pleasantries and said goodbye......"Aisha see you tomorrow koh".....Adnan's mum said to me and i nodded,not sure what the right thing would be for me to say.

Through out the drive home i just couldnt focus on the road,i couldnt get the thought of Adnan visiting off my head har muka kai gida.

I just couldn't take my clothes off because i want Adnan to see me in this dress...."Where could he possibly be,its almost 10pm"....i said to myself as i looked into the mirror close to me to see my make up barely alive because nayi alwala nayi Sallah....."Arent you changing ne?".....Mandy said strolling into the parlor with her nightie and ice cream....."I am not tired of wearing the clothes"...i said not looking at her direction....."Ok oh,better go and sort out what you want to wear tomorrow for the dinner,because i am up-ing my game,i have to look the best tomorrow".....Mandy said dancing while holding the bowl of ice cream.....

"We dont even have gate pass yet,who knows may be we won't go mah".....i said hoping she will leak something about the gate pass issue to me....."Calm down sis,Hajiya called Umma,she said she couldnt send her son because he has lots of errands to run,so we will stop by at their house tomorrow for the gate pass before going to the venue"....Mandy said and i stood up and left the parlor without saying a word.

I sat on my bed and thought about my predicament...."I turn guys away,i do yanga for guys and yau Aisha ni ake yi mah yanga.".....i said to myself.I wonder what went wrong and why Adnan hasnt called.Its been a week,and today i went to the wedding with the hope of seeing me,or atleast getting him to notice me,but to no avail.Could it be because i smashed his iphone?...."Aisha what is wrong with,who is this guy and what is so special about him har mah i am bothered about him?Abeg,the person i loved most died and left me,why should care about wani Adnan?"......I said to myself,changed and put on my laptop to watch the episode of "Twist of fate" which i downloaded earlier.

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TRUTH BE TOLD -(9)

TRUTH BE TOLD -(9)

****Phateemah Taheer****

Maza can never understand reason din mata when it comes to choosing a life partner.Mata our life is limited,we look ahead.The husband you marry will determine the kind of future you and your kids will have.Maza always have options of marrying someone else later on,even budurwa if they so please,but mata sai dai in mijin ya sake ta,than ta auri wani,and once mace ta zama bazawara she will have no more options,dole may be sai mai mata,and may be mah wanda is almost old enough ya haife ta,and co-wives that are old enough to be iyayen ta.

Marriage is one of the relationships where one has to be careful in deciding about.No one said you have to marry a rich guy,but fisabillahi ai it wont be right for a girl to marry wanda zata wahala a gidansa,dont look at her as a girl you just know and judge from afar,look at her as Your daughter or sister,would you let your daughter or sister marry someone who can barely take care of her???

Its all about marry someone that has a future,someone who has hope of atleast making it in the nearest future if he doesnt have enough now,even then we girls still have to be watchful and careful because some guys are not all that they seem.

It shouldnt be about what he has in his bank account,it should be about his foresight,his ambition,his dream of a better future and his readiness to be a bigger and better person ta hanyar halal.

So its not ruwan ido,its being careful and finding something that will last and choosing the best father you possibily can for your kids and a man you will always be proud to call your husband,a man you will back at smile knowing you couldnt have made a better choice.

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MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY Episode 11

MY WEDDING MY TRAGEDY -(RANAR AURENA) Episode 11
    ***Phateemah Taheer***
I have always had this habit of being the first to take my bath and the last to get dressed.As usual i took my bath before everyone else but i seem to be having difficulty choosing what to wear.

"Why are you looking at your clothes like that?and have you lined up so many clothes on the bed?".....Mandy said strolling into my room....."Why are you standing in your towel with your both hands on your waist?".....Mandy asked again to irritate me......."What do you want?".....i looked at Mandy with annoyed eyes....."Nothing"....Mandy replied......"then why are you standing there asking me one million questions?".....i asked Mandy looking upset....."I only asked two questions".....Mandy said....."Three,you asked three questions.What do you want?".....i asked mandy again......"Do you have yellow mayafi?".....Mandy asked...."Yes,but i may be wearing it".....i replied.

"Why do you need Yellow Mayafi when you a wearing a red lace".....i asked looking at her from head to toe"...."Fashion sis,you dont expect me to wear Red veil on Red lace, do you?,gaskiya fashion sense dinki is Lagging behind.Ya kamata kiyi upgrading self dinki".....Mandy said sounding like her Usual Sarcastic self......"I know idiot,what i mean is why would you wear clothes you know you don't have veil to match with".....I said rolling my eyes in annoyance....."My 4k yellow veil is a bit too cheap for my 35k lace don't you think?".....Mandy said raising a brow......."Well i may be using my yellow veil".....i said still staring at my lined up clothes on the bed......"ok,how about Green?".....Mandy asked looking pitiful now....."I may be using the green too".....i said unsure....."do you intend to use two veils on the same day?"....Mandy asked pissed off......

"I kind of can't decide what to wear ne".....i said looking pitiful......."Why is this wedding so important?You have been so eager,tun jiya?You hardly even know Alhaji Mudassir's children".....Mandy said looking at me suspiciously....."Go away,if i end up not using either of the green or yellow,i will give it to you".....i said and pushed her out...."Kodai A.P zaki hada".....Mandy screamed before i slammed the door at her face.

I feel like a mess and its all because of Adnan.Why do i feel this way?May be i just feel sorry for smashing his iphone's screen.What other reason would i have for being so stressed up about him?

"I think i should wear this aqua green cord lace and red mayafi and give mandy the yellow".....i said to myself and finally started getting ready....?...."I have to slay today,i just have to.Indo must Slay today"....i said to myself and smiled.

"Aisha zamu tafi fah mu barki"....Umma said shouting from the staircase....."Almost done"....i said wearing a red earring.I picked up my red chain hand bag and took a last quick glance at the mirror before heading out.

Umma and everyone were at the drive way when i appeared....."Kinyi kyau".....Siyama said to me...."Nasani ai"....i said smiling at her and making loud noise with my heels....."Ba lefi,you try kadan".....Mandy said...."Na you sabi,take the yellow mayafi you asked for"....i said handing Mandy the veil....."Ae na dauka you wont give me har na dauko nawa".....Mandy said removing her veil and using the one i handed to her."Lets go,its almost 5pm and 4pm ne a IV,Aisha ke kika bata mana lokaci"....Umma said...."African time ai Umma,kuma fah the event centre is not far,Lodge road ne fah".....I said and entered the car....."Lets go"....i said pressing the horn and starting the car.

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