WORTH THE WAIT Episode 9

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 9

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

I have been restless, and scared...i was all night and i still am....."Whats up girlfriend.....Our lecture is not till 10am,why make me come to school 2hours before our lecture starts?"......Isra said looking a bit sleepy.

"Isra".....i said smiling a bit softly...."What you want to discuss had better be good for you to have woken me up so early"....Isra said still complaining.

"Isra i think I'm in trouble"....I said not sure if the right words came out of my mouth....."Really???okk lemme guess,you are 22,so you have passed the stage for teenage pregnancy, and we haven't even written exam yet,not to talk of results being posted...So what am i missing???......oh my God....are you being forced into marriage?".....Isra said sarcastically.

"Isra be serious,I'm in trouble...i think you might be right".....I said sounding so sad and looking at my feet...

"Well Sweetheart I'm always....but wait,Right about what exactly ?.....Isra asked looking a bit concerned....

"I think you might be right about Aryan and i....Could I possibly be developing feelings for him?".....i said about to cry.

"Oh sweetie,dont cry....why would you cry over this...I'm sorry if i said something to hurt your feelings,you should know i dont mean it and i was only joking".....Isra said giving me a hug...

"Its not just about what you said Es,it about how i am beginning to feel towards Aryan".....i said wiping a tear off my cheek with my thumb.....

"What do you mean how you feel?What do you feel?".....Isra asked..

"I think I'm developing feelings for Aryan"......i said rolling my eyes in annoyance...

"You think,or you know?......Isra asked raising a brow....."i think i may have feelings for him".....Isra sounding frustrated....

"Ariana i warned you...i told you this could happened...i warned you".....Isra said being so serious.

"Es,i know...by Allah i have no idea when all this started...we were just casual friends,i had no idea this would happen and when you were saying it i thought it was just you being the usual crazy you".....I said in tears.

"Ohk ohk,Alhamdulilah the school is practically empty and no one would see you in tears but please stop...stop being a baby over this....Here's what to do"....Isra said holding my both arms and sitting me down.

"First of all,clean those tears...i dont want to see them".....Isra said watching me wipe the tears off my face.

"This is messsed up Ari,it is....You can't develop feelings for Aryan,not now not ever because 1,he has a girlfriend and B you also have a boyfriend and 3,you dont even know how this guy feels about you,for all you know he takes you only as a friend....Whatever he says what he says it's out of friendship and nothing more...you know we girls are foolish....well not all girls actually because I'm not foolish...thats why I'm rare actually".....Isra said feeling herself,typical Isra....

"Ok back to the point....you have to let go of those feelings,the feelings are just beginning to develop so it shouldn't be that hard".....Isra said conclusively.

"But how do i do that".....I asked being Naive......"Stop talking to him,atleast for a few days....Answer when he calls and give him excuses,tell him you will call him back and dont....and 2,try as much as possible to spend time with Aryan,that would take your mind off Evil...whatever".....Isra said..

"Evil Spawn".....i said in low tone....."Ok whatever,give yourself a reason to hate him, let go of things that bring you memories of him,songs,pictures everything ".....Isra said making gesture with her hand...

"Ariana,he cannot know you have feelings for him...he mustn't know....you can't look like the girl having a one sided crush...you can't".....Isra said.

"Do this and we will be fine"....Isra added breathing fast....."You think"....i asked....."i know"....Isra replied.

"Thank you Es, i feel so relieved"....i said happily hugging her....

"I need coffee".....Isra said in a low tone..."Lets go get coffee then".....i said pulling her up.

I hope whatever i feel,whatever feelings i might be having goes away...i really need it to even though a part of me wish things were different.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 8

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 8

     ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

            *ARIANA's POV*

The truth and reality of life is only you can tell you the truth,the bitter truth...but in this case i failed to tell myself the bitter truth...

Isra might be annoying and a douche,but she was right...The closeness between Evil Spawn and i was really not normal....We talk everyday about random things, may be not about love related things but we talk,everyday.

I feel lonely and incomplete whenever he isn't there to talk or chat with,my heart skips a bit eachtime my phone rings hoping that it is him....Fawwaz's name appearing as the caller doesn't excite me anymore,what could this be???Could Isra ba right???Am I developing feelings for Evil Spawn???

My phone's ring tone was what brought me back to life,away from my thoughts..."Bellz please".....Aryan said immediately i answered the call..."Please what?".....i asked softly...."What is so important for you to say that koh Sallama baza ka mun ba".....I added..

"Sorry dear Sallamualaikum"....Aryan said...."Still angry with me?"....Aryan added...."and who said i was mad at you before?".....i asked laughing..."Bellz i know you so well...i can detect the slightest change in the tone of your voice and yesterday you hung up on me,something you never did before".....Aryan added.

"Evil Spawn I'm sorry...i was confused and angry,not at you...i just had some confusing thoughts and..."....i said stuttering...

"Confusing feelings about what???About how much you love me?"......Aryan said jokingly...."You wish"....i said laughing.

"Haba Bellz,falling for me wouldn't be the worst thing in the world...I'd make a great husband fah...grab the opportunity while the offer is still open".....Aryan said and we both laughed in unison.

"You know even if i ever ever ever ever fall for you you will never know".....i replied politely...."But why?...because i dont deserve to know?"......Aryan asked...."Kawai...i cant tell you"......I replied.

"C'mon Bellz,we tell eachother everything fah....and i am 💯 sure if you fall for me i ll fall for you immediately after".....Aryan said....."See you...as if you haven't fallen already".....I said laughing.

"You wish".....Aryan said......"Hah...keep denying"....i said laughing...."Ariana i wish i met you first...i wish i met you before Fawwaz did"....Aryan said and my heart skipped a bit.

I could feel the pain in my throat as i tried my swallow the saliva in my throat...Although i would never admit that i wish same...i wish i met him before he met Yusriah,and before i met Fawwaz...

"Hey did i say something wrong?".....Aryan asked...."Noooo fah,just lost In thoughts".....i said...."Of me koh???You dont have to miss me ai,I'm right here".....Aryan said laughing a bit....

"Miss you?....you wish"....i said laughing,even though in all honesty,even though he was right there talking to me,i was missing him...but i can never admit that....too much pride i guess...

"Too much pride".....Aryan said laughing...."wallahi its not pride,its not too much ego,its just who i am....i can try however hard i want to,but wallahi even if i ever ever ever fall in love with you, i ll never be able to tell you"....i said blankly.

"But why?....i would really love to know when you fall".....Aryan said with so much enthusiasm...."if i ever fall".....i said laughing...."Ariana please".....Aryan pleaded.....

These kind of conversations are what actually make the air mixed up with signals....Fawwaz and Yusriah are in the picture,the earlier we stop this the better..

"Aryan,let it go".....i said...."But Ariana......"Goodnight,Allah ya tashe mu lafiya (may God wake us up in good health)".....i said and hung up without waiting for him to reply...

They say all is fair in love and war,but i dont know what i feel for Aryan....Could i truly be developing feelings for him????...."I need to talk to Isra".....i said closing my eyes in fear.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 7

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 7

         ❣Phateemah Taheer ❣
• ARYAN'S POV *

Good girls are hard to come by. The way this world has changed is really nothing home to write about.Our northern values and cultures have been driven out of our society by this so called thing wai shi civilization,yes other call it westernization, either ways i always feel delighted meeting the few girls i have come across that still have our northern cultures and values in them.
Ariana is one of those few. I met Ariana on twitter...modern day cliché yeah?..i know...i wont say her posts were what attracted me to her because i cant say specifically what really got my attention.somehow somehow we found our way into each other's dm (direct message)...
Ariana and i gradually began to know eachother and not a day went by that we don't chat or talk on phone.... Ariana is an amazing girl and has never been rude to me,not even until today.
Knowing Ariana so well means understanding her mood...being close to her made it easy for me to detect even the slightest change in ther tone of her voice...."what could be wrong?what is Ariana hiding from me?why did she hang up on me?"....i asked myself as i dropped the phone on the the sit next to me...."Aryan lafiya (are you ok)?'....my friend Fouad asked...."not really?Ariana just did something she has never done before and i know this is so unlike her"....i answered sounding pretty worried.
"Aryan the way you and this girl are going isn't healthy for you both"....Fouad said...."what do you mean?".....i asked curiously..."see how furious you are just because she hung up on you".....Fouad said....."yes because its so unlike her"....i answered....."noooo...thats not it..whatever is going on between you and her just know there's Yusriah".....Fouad said and i smirked.
"are you serious?what has Yusriah got to do with any of this?".....i asked looking confused...."she is your girlfriend and you should rememeber that"....Fouad said...
"Ariana is my friend..my best friend and thats all"....i said laughing....."oh yeaa...ni kuma fah? (what about me?)....your idiot?".....Fouad said and i bursted into laugher..."Chill dude...your are my brother"....i said to make him feel better.
I dropped off  Fouad at home and headed straight home... dialing Ariana's number was the first thing i did immediately i got to my room...Even after seeing several missed calls from Yusriah, the first person that crossed my mind was Ariana...."hello"....i said immediately she answered the phone..."Bellz whats wrong?".....i said immediately after...
"nothing fah...i just had a bad and want to be left alone thats all"....she said bluntly...."want to talk about it?"....i asked nicely..."No"...she replied..."i have to go...Allah ya tashe mu lafiya  (May Allah wake us in good health)"....she said..."Amin"....i replied and she hung up immediately i answered.
The more i try to understand life the harder it gets for me....My phone rang and that drove me out of my wild thoughts of Ariana....."Yusriah"....i said immediately i answered....."bakaga missed ena bane (didn't you see my missed call)"....she asked immediately...."haba ( oh no) Yusriah...we haven't talked all day, i know i should have called you back immediately i saw your missed call but atleast kya bari mu gaisa kaffin ki juye mun wuta (atleast say hello before complaining)"......i said sounding depressed.
"if you wanted to say hello you would have called back when you saw my missed calls"....she added...."i'm sorry...how was your day?"....i asked trying to be manly....."qalau ( fine)..."....she said bluntly....."what would you be doing tomorrow?"....she asked..."nothing much just going to work and straight home after that"....i replied...."ohk great, dama wanted to know so  ill ask you to pick me on your way back from work to a friend's...would you be able to take me by home by like 10pm?"....she said sounding so controlling...
"Allah ya kaimu (may Allah make us witness it)"...i said relunctantly...."toh"...she said and hung up without even bothering to say thank you or atleast Amin.
I tossed my phone aside and pondered over what Fouad said ealier on...May be there's more to my relationship with Ariana than friendship....but even if there is.....i wouldn't blame myself...Ariana is everything i want and more....Yusriah is just so complicated and i wish i met Ariana first, but even if i did she has a boyfriend and could possibly never feel the same way i do...
"oh my Allah....choose what is best for me"....i said falling onto my bed.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 6

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 6

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer*❤

Sometimes life fails us,or may be we fail ourselves, or may be our hearts fail us,because sometimes we sort after what we might not have no matter how hard we try, because its what makes us humans.

Sometimes i sit down and i tell myself the truth, or ask myself questions on what might be the truth....I dont know what life has in store for Fawwaz and i, but i know deep down in me i want us to end up together....irrespective of how i feel or might feel about Aryan..

"I told you you are in trouble"....Isra repeated...."Why do you think so?".....I asked not knowing if the words actually came out of my very own mouth or not....

"Did you realise you could possibly have feelings for Aryan?".....Isra said looking so serious and i couldnt help but laugh out loud...

"What.....have feelings for Aryan....he's my bestfriend"......i said laughing and Isra's face still looked so serious......"who are try so hard to convince?...me or yourself"......Isra said raising a brow...

"Just know what you are doing Ariana...you have a bf,he has a gf...dont get yourself into something you can't get out without getting hurt".....Isra said sounding so serious...

"Ok now I'm confused....what exactly do you mean?".....I asked looking so confused.....

"Ari you might fall for him if you haven't fallen already....but have you thought of what you will do if he doesn't love you back??That would be you breaking your own heart".....Isra said.

The look on Isra's face could totally tell how serious she was...my heart became so heavy i could literally feel the bitterness in my throat as i tried hard to swallow the lump in my throat....

"Come here you two".....Dr Azza said taking me off my thoughts......"Let this be the first and last time you would disrupt my class or you would keep taking my course from now till thy kingdom come...are we clear?"....She said with so much arrogance in her voice and left without waiting for any reply from either one of us.

"Na you sabi".....Isra said eyeing Dr Azza after she left...."Our next class is about to start...lets go".....Isra said dragging me along.

My mind was never in anything i did after that...The whole day seemed like a time machine to me..Like i was moving through time without even realising it...."Could Isra be right?Could all she said really happen?Do i really have feelings for Aryan?If i do would he love me back?....How about Fawwaz my bf and Yusriah his gf?".....I asked myself all the these questions as i sat on my bed feeling lifeless and sad...

The phone's ringtone was what brought me back to life...."Hey Aryan i said"....Sounding sad......"wow...Whats wrong with you?".....Aryan asked immediately...."Nothing fah...I'm fine"....I replied...."No you are not....you called me Aryan".....He said laughing a bit....

"Well isnt that your name?".....I said un-aware of how those words got out of my mouth......"You never call me by my name...What happened to calling me Evil spawn today?"....Aryan asked curiously...

"Aryan I'm really not in the mood...i need to go".....i said with so much attitude......"Ok Ari rest a bit i ll call you after Ishaa prayer may be by then you would be better,even if you are not my voice would make you feel better yeah??".....Aryan said...."No need...goodnight kawai".....i said and hung up without waiting for a reply..

I couldn't shake off the feeling of what could happen and how right Isra really was...."Oh my Allah....what do i do?...I love our friendship....as much as i think we are nothing but bffs,my heart knows there's more".....I whispered to myself as i slowly fell asleep.

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 5

*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 5

         ❤ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤

No encounter is a waste,if it did teach you how to grow,it atleast thought something you needed to grow.

"Who is the second loser mah?".....Isra said trying to remember....."Mummy mummy".....i said and we both laughed out loud....."Yes...Mummy mummy idiot en nan".....Isra said...."Language".....i said rolling my eyes at her.

"Whatever....You dumped him...who cares what i call him...Anyway...tell more".....Isra said and i laughed.

"Well that's both annoying and funny....."i said and my phone started to ring....."Of all the times for Evil Spawn to call it had to be now".....Isra said angrily.

"May be ma bashi bane (it isnt him)"....i said searching for my phone in my bag...."I can swear and hope to die its him"....Isra said angrily...."Ai kuwa (yea it is)"....i said smiling at my phone.

"Dump him already too".....Isra yelled...."Not my boyfriend".....i yelled back...

"Back to you"....i said walking back to Isra...."What he dumped you already ?".....Isra asked trying to sound sarcastic...

"Said would call back later".....i said sitting down....."Ku kuka sani dai (its you both that know)".....Isra said...."Oya tell me"....Isra added.

"yea mummy mummy".....I said sitting up right...."I met him through a friend,at first we were just friends...and then he started telling me what kind of wife he wanted and I qualify for all he was looking for in a wife...i was 18..I laughed and said 'dude...I'm 18 Waye zai mun aure yanxu?....besides you are actually not my type'".....i said mimicking the voice I actually used then and Isra laughed out like there was no tomorrow.

"Baki da kyau kawata (You wicked my friend".....Isra said giving me a high five...."So how did you fall for the loser"....Isra asked....

"C'mon he isnt a loser....just someone it never worked out with....i disliked him at first but with time i got to know the kind of person he was...unlike most guys i know wallahi he is so nice,so gentle,so patient....he just talks about his mum wayyyyyhh too much.....Mummy this mummy that...and when he approached his mum with our relationship she declined...saying he had to earn a Master's degree first....i have never been a fan of distant relationships so i knew i had to end it with him....he felt the same way because he knew even after his Masters his mum would still choose a wife for him...he didn't quite figure out how to tell me because he really loved me,but I understood and it made me respect him even more for choosing to honor his mother's wish and i told him i was over him and he could go for all i cared....i didnt want him to, but I pretended it didn't matter whether he left or not because i wanted to make it easy for him....i knew his mum never liked me....and so i broke up with him and surprisingly walahi i felt relieved, i felt light like nothing happened"......I concluded with a sigh...

"Respect him for what??for the fact that he didn't stand up for what he wanted?for you?for your love?"......Isra said angrily.....

"He was just obeying his mum".....I said calmly....."See this one....i hope that wasn't you being gullible....how sure are that his mum was the brain behind all of  that shit and not him???may be ma his mum never knew you existed"....Isra said and i laughed out loud..

"She knew...because severally when we were on the phone I'd hear her saying 'baku da aiki sai waya (dont you have other things to do)...ita Ariana take ko wa bata aiki ne a gidansu??bata taya mamanta girki ne sai aiki waya (doesn't she help her mother with house chores?) oya get off that phone and go to the ATM for me'....He always apologized for it but eventually immediately his mum comes with her tantrums when we are talking on phone he simply ended the call so i didn't have to hear what she has to say"......i said sadly...

"Ayyah...har ya ban tausayi (i pity him).....Some mothers mah sai a slow fah".....Isra said...

"Destiny....she was the obstacle Allah placed in our paths so we wouldn't be together because Allah has bigger plans for me...he gave me Fawwaz....If i had married him i would have met Fawwaz and I definitely wouldn't have met evil spawn".....i said.....Smiling broadly....

"So Evil Spawn is not more important than Fawwaz?"......Isra asked raising a brow......

"Aryan....dont call him Evil Spawn that name is for me alone".....i said trying to avoid her question.

"Okay whatever but you still haven't answered my question".....Isra said looking at me suspiciously...

"They are both important to me....Aryan is my bestfriend,Fawwaz is my boyfriend....they both mean a lot to me".....I said calmly...

"I know they both do,but dole akwai wanda yafi wani (but one has to be more important than the other....So explain".....Isra said looking too serious....

"Aryan is always there for me,he listens to my crap,consoles me when i cry,advise me when i need it, reminds of my deen and how to accept Qadr,he just is the best of the best friends i have ever had".....I said with so much enthusiasm...

"And Fawwaz"....Isra asked.....

"Is my boyfriend".....i said...

"Thats it?Fawwaz is your boyfriend and thats it???"......

At that point....i got stuck on what to tell Isra....She is persistent and oh my Allah so annoying , but i know she means well...at that point I just lost my voice..

"Ariana....you are in trouble".....Isra said looking so serious and my heart skipped a beat..

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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 4

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*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 4

             ❤️ *Phateemah Taheer* ❤️

Some thoughts, feelings,scents,songs,reactions or occurrences just give us bad memories or become bad memories...When you sit down and reminisce over all that has happened to you or that is happening to you, you feel this void,this emptiness, this regret....

But the fact of life remains never regret anything in life...Everything happened exactly the way it was suppose to happen, you couldn’t have seen it coming and even if you did, you couldn’t have possibly done anything to change it....

I had this boyfriend with whom i had nothing in common with,no compatibility whatsoever, but hey i didnt even know what compatibility was as at then....I was just a stupid 18 year who had a crush on a heartless guy who couldn’t stay in one place....Almost every girl i knew was his girl....i realised this is not the guy for me and i left,lo and behold he noticed i left but didnt notice me when i was there....

He called to beg and plead and cried but my mind was already made up,Isra was so proud thinking i was attached to his absent heart and couldn’t possibly leave him....

“Hey tunanin me kike?”......Isra asked....”Bf No 1”.....I said laughing...”That douche.....God....i wonder what you saw in him in the first place”.....Isra said sounding disgusted by it.

“Wallahi.. being a teenager sucks wallahi....Foolish choices,foolish decisions”......i said....”He was your craziest choice....i wonder why it didnt work out for you two....i am glad it didn’t”.....Isra said.

“He was absent, he was never there....I introduced him to my friend and he started dating her behind my back...he was always uploading photos of her on social media,then i thought he was doing it out of courtesy because she was my friend, but then I realised how about me?If he can post my friend’s photos online then why not mine,because she’s prettier?because its easier for him to feel good about posting a pretty girl’s picture online or because she was his secret girlfriend
Whom he wanted to go public with because she was pretty....the sad reality hit me hard and i decided to walk away and that is one of the best decisions of my life”.......i said smiling like a baby.

“Karma will deal with them sooner or later”.....Isra said with confidence.....”It did a month after i left”.....i said laughing so hard.....”Allah ba azzalumun sarki bane”....i added.

“But how?...you never told me the full version of that story you know”.....Isra said throwing her fake angry look at me.....

“1 month later this guy started calling me like crazy....Sending friends to come apologize to me on his behalf ....i looked his bestfriend in the eye and said ‘bakaji kunyar zuwa ba, when i was complaining to you about all his atrocities back then what did you say to me?...You said ‘when a guy is acting all out let him be..its a signal...Maza love free style....Maza love babes that would dress to kill,all curves out and hit town to chill...ke kuma you behave like a teenager’.....i  am a teenager,so excuse me if i act like one,i said to him...and he replied....then wait till you grow up....and still he shamelessly came to apologize on his friends behalf”.....i said sounding disgusted by the words that came out of my very own mouth.

“Hahahahahha....1 month???But what did this girl do to him haka”......Isra asked curiously....

“Our beloved prophet (Peace be unto him) said ‘Never do to others what you wouldn’t want them to do to you’.....’Kama ti dinu ti danu’....What you do shall be done to you”.....i said smiling...

“She cheated on him?”.....Isra asked.....”Yes, but even worse”.....i replied....”but what could be worse than that?”.....Isra asked curiously.....

“She was never into him....he had a car and that was her main purpose of dating him....She needed a driver for her town chillings....She called him whenever she needed to go out and would lie to him that it was her auntie’s house or a relative....little did he know that he was driving her all the way to the door steps of her other boyfriends”.....I said sounding so sad....

“Its not what she did to me that hurt me,infact I’m happy she showed me i deserved more, but at 18 she was everywhere....doing things she shouldn’t be doing at all,talkmore at 18 years...Subhanallah”.....I said sadly...

“Hmmmm...what girls of our generation do,sai addua....gara ni i just sneak to go on dates to public places”.....Isra said trying to sound innocent.

“He realised i had something good in me when he saw what a dress out the curves to chill kinda girl did to him....emptied his pockets and used him for her own financial gain and plainly told him the truth when he approached her without any fears or regret”.....I said smiling.

“Looser”....Isra said and we laughed out loud....”Boyfriend No 2”.....Isra said sarcastically....

“Really?”.....i said...Laughing so hard..

“yes please...this is getting fun i might need a popcorn”.....Isra said sitting upright and i playfully hit her shoulder down and we both laughed out loud.

No matter how hard a situation hit you, cry it out loud and clear....Make Sujood and tell Allah...Cry out to him....Call him by his beautiful names...ask that he helps you through  it for the sake of our beloved prophet....Wallahi you wil be amazed....You will look back and smile, and be happy that what happened happened...Boyfriend No 2.....The last teenage age....19.....


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WORTH THE WAIT Episode 3

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*WORTH THE WAIT* Episode 3

                ❤️ *Phateemah Taheer*❤️

No one is perfect,my life is far from perfect....The only perfect human i know, my beloved Rasulullah left us years ago, but with hope and his love in my heart i get through the day.

Trust me its not easy being born in this generation where lying to our parents seem like a normal thing to do, where girls and guys openly do what they do without any conscience or guilty or fearing consequences, where sneaking around with guys all in the name of civilization has led to in-regrettable zina ....Yes in-regrettable because they keep going back to those mistakes over and over again....

“Just because everyone is doing it doesn’t mean its right, and just because you are the only one doing it doesnt mean you are weird or makes you a freak.....Its makes you unique, rare and stand out among many”......Aryan would always say to me...

“Holy holy tunanin me kike? (What are you thinking of?).....Isra said tapping me by the shoulder.....”Nothing”....i replied with a smile.....”Well it had better be nothing....Dr Azza is here...If she notices your mind isnt here in her class, out you will go kinsan bata da M”.....Isra said sarcastically...

“Sure...and stop calling me holy holy”....I said with rage....”Ok ta evil whatever”.....Isra said......”Evil spawn....and I’m the only one allowed to call him that....his name is Aryan”...i said and Isra laughed out loud...

“Hey you two, out of my class”.....Dr Azza said pointing at us...”Us”.....Isra asked raising a brow.....”Yes you....go wait in front of my office, after this class you will explain to me in details what was amazing you so much”.....Dr Azza said harshly....

“Dr Az....”.....”Out....now”.....Dr Azza said before i could even finish saying what i was saying..

“Two hours???We have to wait for two hours for her to finish the lecture”.....i said taking a deep angry breath....

“You could clear the air while we wait”....Isra said with a mischievous smile.....”What air?”....i said smiling at her funny face...

“Evil Whatever”.....Isra said.....”Spawn....Evil spawn....but hey his name is.........”Aryan”.....Isra interrupted tapping my shoulder with a mischievous smile...”Save the energy for the tragedy”.....Isra said.....”What tragedy”.....I asked curiously.....”The tragedy of you both breaking eachother’s hearts without even realizing it....”....Isra said.

“Hey we are friends you know”......i said looking at my feet.....”Just friends....nothing nothing after that....just friends”.....Isra said shaking her head, raising a brow and giving me a mischievous smile..

“Stop it”....i said laughing out loud.....”Convince me he isn’t your WAB and i will stop teasing you....

“Promise?”.....i said....”Cross my heart and hope to die”.....Isra said and we bursted out in Laughter.

“Ok....first of all i have a boyfriend which you know of”......I said confidently.....”Who Fawwaz???Please....You guys are a total diseaster....i’d say dump him already”....Isra said....

“Do you realise you are the reason most of my relationships ended?”.....i said to Isra raising a brow.....”For a good cause...yes....i love you Ariana...you are my best friend....if a guy isnt good for you definitely you wont see it because you will be blinded by love”.....Isra said sincerely.....”Oh really?”....i said...

“Yes darling....ok let me take you back to your 3 relationships ago”.....Isra said sitting on the concrete seats at school....”Sit mana”....She said pulling me to sit down....

“back to Boyfriend number 1”....Isra said    glaring at me...


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Friends sometimes come from the strangest of place....Relationships erupt from unthinkable places and last for a lifetime,somtimes....just sometimes.

“C’mom evil spawn”.....I said with my pity pity baby voice....”You are trying to bribe me”.....Aryan said laughing softly....

“No i am not....You are a guy, who better to get guy tips from if not from you...a guy and my friend”....I said pleading....

“Bribery da rana tsakan (in broad daylight)”.....Aryan said laughing out loud....”Ok now I’m angry...I’m hanging up now”....i said trying to sound serious....

“Hey....don’t mana”.....Aryan said trying to stop me.....”Tell me tohm”.....I said still trying to sound angry.......

“ok the truth is every guy is different....what i want in a wife might be different from what another guy wants...its all about compatibility and what he craves or seeks in a life partner”....Aryan said calmly...

“Hmmm...True i guess i never looked at it that way...i thought its just like for we the girls...we all want a caring, loving and romantic husband”.....i said confidently.

“Trust me marriage is more than that”....Aryan said....”For me personally, i want a wife i can play with,before anything we should and must be friends first....that way it’s easier for us to relate and have understanding towards eachother”.....Aryan said....”I totally agree with you, i always look at it that way too”.....i said in my girlish voice.

“Really?....So why more do you want in a husband”.....Aryan asked curiously....”Alot actually”.....i replied...

“I want a husband who can cook”.....i said not sure if I should have said that.....”Haha...really?...so you can become lazy koh??...Sit on the 3seater while he cooks for you”......Aryan said teasing me.

“Haha eh mana”....i replied....”Nikam matata will enjoy...i am a good cook....there’s nothing i dont know how to cook”.....Aryan said confidently....”haba....oh i envy your wife now”.....I said jokingly....”Marry me then”.....Aryan said joking and i laughed out loud...

“C’mon you know you want to...i know you are falling already”.....Aryan said jokingly.....”You wish”.....i said and we both laughed out loud...

“I want to pamper my husband, treat him like a baby....cook him nice meals...”......I said laughing.....”Really?”....Aryan said teasingly....

“I will pamper my wife...i will cook for her, help her with the house chores,make her hair if i have to...i know this all sounds movie-ish....but wallahi i will never let my wife suffer...no matter what we go through we will talk it out...thats the importance of being friends first...we will pray together, play together, cook together, everything tare zamuyi In shaa Allah”.....Aryan said sounding pretty sure.

“Hey does the offer still stand?”....I asked being a bit serious.....”The will you marry me offer?”.....Aryan asked laughing....”Yes”....i said laughing back....”Noooo...it was a one time offer and it has expired”.....Aryan said teasingly.....”You wish”.....i replied and we both laughed out loud...

“How is Fawwaz”....Aryan asked...”He is fine i guess”....i replied knowing that Aryan would detect the slightest change in my voice....”Hey you guys still having troubles?”.....Aryan said with concern in his voice.....”What hurts is i dont know why all of this is going to...for all i know all of this could be for nothing”.....I said almost tearing up..

“Hey I’m here for you...through thick and thin....anytime”...Aryan said so lovingly.....”Thanks Evil spawn....how is Yusriah?”.....i asked....”Still giving me attitude....over what i dont know”.....Aryan said sadly..

“Me kayi mata ?(what did you do to her)?)...You being evil koh?”.....i asked curiously.....”Wallahi aa...i just don’t understand her anymore”.....Aryan said in a sad.....

“Hey lets dump them both and marry eachother”....Aryan said jokingly....”Really?...after knowing how well you can cook and clean and mop and do house chores...i ll relax and lazy around”.....i said and we both laughed out loud...

“Hey i will miss you when you get married”....Aryan said so lovingly...”Me too”....I replied honestly....”I should sleep, we have been talking for 4hrs now...its 4am already and i have to go to school tomorrow”.....I said yawning...

“Yeaaa you should”.....Aryan said in a low toned voice...”I could stay if want so you won’t miss me too much”.....I said teasingly....”Miss you?”....Aryan said laughing so hard....”Yes....and i know how unbearable missing me is to you”....I added laughing so hard.

“You wish”.....Aryan said laughing out loud yet again....”But hey i will miss you dagaske”.....Aryan added....”I know...but I won’t”....i said softly....”You have to....You cant help it”.....Aryan said confidently....”Good night evil spawn”.....i said almost drifting off...

“Good night...dream of me”.....Aryan said....”I ll try to”....i replied with a smile and hung up.

Life they say is a roller coaster and the carousel surely never stops turning....My future with Fawwaz is unsure and uncertain, whatever is happening, or what will happen, i am glad i ll be going through it with Aryan by my side....


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When you don’t understand what is going on, when you can’t explain what you have done wrong or what you keep doing wrong, when you make plans and they fail, trust Allah....Even when you don’t understand his plans....He created you, he loves you and he will never abandon you no matter what...No matter how many things you have done wrong, no matter your sins, no matter your shortcomings, Allah is Al-ghaffur....He is all knowing and there’s none comparable to him..

These are always the words of my loving father who has never seized to amaze me....Having trials of life is a sign that Allah loves you, and having parents that support, trust and believe in you is a rare blessing.

Being a girl and in her early 20s hasnt been easy i must say...I have endured alot, i have seen a lot and i have learnt alot...Some say i am weird, but how weird can one be if its on the path of Allah....

“Ariana its the way of the world now....mene a ciki (what is wrong  with) if you go on dates with a guy?No one has to know....the truth is mazan yanxu (modern guys) want girls wayayyu (modern girls) times have changed...You have to learn to be romantic, that way they will know they re not marrying a dod boring uncivilized girl...haba mana( c’mon)”......My friends would always say to me.

“Its not about going out on dates, Israh...It what might happen while on the date, gudun kar ayi kar a fara (better not to start what you can’t finish)”....i said to her....

“What do you mean what will happen while on the date?”.....Isra asked....”Our beloved prophet said when a guy and a lady are in isolation, the third person between them is Shaydan”.....i said to her...

“Then go to a public place, where people would be there”.....Israh said....”Once we start going out on dates, we may not help where and where we would go to....again, we will be all alone in the car while going to where we are going to”.....i replied now in rage.

“Kinada Matsala wallahi (You have problems to be honest).....Don’t you trust yourself ne?”......Israh asked at the top of her voice.....”Shaydan....i trust myself....but i dont trust myself when Shaydan is in play”....i said...

“Do you want to die single ne wai?...Why do you think your relationships keep failing?”.....Isra said angrily....

“And who said its only when you go out with guys that you end up marrying them?”.....i asked sarcastically.....”no one...Kawai dai (just that) dating should be fun, and when there’s fun in it thats when the marriage drive comes”.....Isra said smiling.....

“I will marry my husband even if once zamu taba ganin juna”....i said....”Na you sabi with this your holy holy”.....Isra said pissed off....”Even if i say i will agree to go on dates my mum wouldn’t let me”.....i said calmly..

“Oh my God....Ariana  are you a baby?...don’t you go to school?Cant you sneak from school...keda kike da mota ma (you have a car at your disposal) .....har kije ki gama harkokinki (you can go and finish your stuffs) no one will know”....Isra said confidently.....

“Allah will know....What I dont want my kids to do to me I wouldn’t do to my parents....my parents gave me that car out of love and trust, not for hideous activities”.....i said and my phone rang before i even closed my mouth...

“mtwsss....I’m leaving , Say Hi to Evil spawn for me”.....Isra said lifting up her hand bag from my bed.....”Hey I’m the only one allowed to call him evil spawn...His name is Aryan you know”....i said at the top of my voice.

“Whatever....your ‘won’t admit boyfriend’ WAB for short”....Isra said sarcastically......”Bestfriend fah”....i quickly said....”Convince yourself”....Isra said and left...

“Hey Evil Spawn”.....i said immediately I answered the phone.....”Isra right?”....Aryan said....”how did you know?”.....i asked sounding surprised.....”You only delay picking my calls when she’s around”.....Aryan said and we both laughed....

When i count the blessings Allah has bestowed on me, i count Aryan twice....He has been my friend for only a few months, but had made just a great impact in my life....He has deen, he has potentials, patience and yes we are both pisces....probably explains why we are so compatible....where could this be going?....but hey, he has a girlfriend Isriah and i have a boyfriend Fawaaz...plus its just Isra’s crazy thoughts..... or atleast so i tell myself.

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